::my sweet valentine::

haa. remember a few posts back i said i wanted singtel vouchers for my bday? well, the singtel vouchers haf arrived in the mail along wif 40% off products frm i nuovi cosmetics voucher. oh, and i also haf 20% off voucher from the body shop. ppl, if u wan costa sands resort, long beach seafood, secret recipe, cerisi, city chain and sentosa luge vouchers, just tell mi k? i'd gladly gif them to u cuz i've got noe use for them. dreams to come true. sometimes.

oh, and i'm also joycelyn's mei now. huggs.

lucify fc having gathering at nydc heerens on sat but i ain't going cuz promised to celebrate my bday wif dar they all le. haa. hopefully will bump to the fc ppl when i'm town on sat. wanna see lucify leh. kuek and vics. haa. just realised that vics is arnd my age lar, just 1, 2 yrs older than mi. to think dat he's still a student. it must be veri tough juggling band gigs while schooling. really pei fu him worx, gotta jam together wif the other lucify members on a tight schedule for superband at night and studying in the morning. and not to mention haf to pei his gf or else gf sure feel neglected de mah. wah, really alot of commitments leh. cfrm, dai chop plus stamp got insufficient slp de lor. haiya, dat's the price of fame.

thought through things the past few days. realised dat the guys i'd fallen for in the past were basically chao ah bengs and i've come to realise dat most of them are actually gd for nthgs, they cn nvr gif mi the life i yearn for. u might call mi a veri materialistic and unrealistic person but i've always harboured dis thought that i'd marry a rich guy, buy a pretty house, haf 2 kids and den live my life happily wif no worries. but life's no bed of roses. the past few bf i haf were like ... certainly unable to provide mi wif a lavish lifestyle whereby money is of no worries. i dun wish to scrimp and save just to put my kids through sch, watching every penny, budgeting the household expenses and being unable to let my children attend tuitons or enrichment classes. i wan to enjoy life where money is of no concern, to haf a choice of working or be a stay-at-hme mom, to shop all day w/out max-ing out my supplementary credit card(!) and when i use cash, it's only for paltry things. i'll haf a helper at hme to look aft my hse to keep it spick and span so that i dun haf to ruin my manicured nails doing things like washing the dishes, trembling while trying to steady the bamboo poles of wet clothes w/out to hang out for them to dry or worse still, my family can't afford a washing machine and i haf to handwash the stinky clothes of family of four. haa. really hope dat i'll haf a luxurious lifestyle in future, be a tai tai. but tell mi, how many rich, faithful and single guys are there in singapore? rich, for sure there're many. but faithful? i think not more than my ten carefully painted nails. so anyway, while i yearn for the lifestyle of the rich and famous, i doubt it'll happen to mi in reality lar. i betta snap out of dis dream soon. which guy will wanna marry a spoilt brat wif moodswings? those that i like are usually chao ah bengs lar; and they're of no use. what's wif the ang kongs, ciggs and knnbccb? haa. i swear too lar, or shld i say i'm someone who enjoys using hokkien expletives? wateva lar k. note to self: pls stop falling for ah bengs! which explains why i choose to remain single rather than step into a r/s for the past few mths. i am so not going to fall for ah bengs anymore.
so u're probably drowning urself in laughter aft reading dis. but who cares? dis is my blog and i jolly well write what i want. u're just a pathetic blogder. go fark urself or smthg if u wanna critise mi cuz dis is how i was brought up. daddy dotes on mi, pamper mi. imma daddy's girl k? if i can't find a guy i like enuff to marry, i'm sure he wouldn't mind providing for mi.

happy bday to u.
happy bday to u.
happy bday to gary.
happy bday to u.

dar bro's bday today!
happy bday, little boy.

anticipating brendon's chalet dis coming friday. it's sorta joint celebration for mi and his bday cuz our bday is like 3days apart? oh, and dar's bday is just the day aft mine. think i'm gonna haf lotsa fun dis yr, celebrating bday wif different grps of ppl on different days. wif brendon n his fwenz on friday's chalet, town-ing and dinner wif dar, vin and wee meng on sat and also celebration wif family on sat nite. still gotta meet up wif TMSC ppl, ex 4/5 ppl, shireen, ling ah bu, may, jenn and weiyi though the dates are not cfrm-ed yet.
haa. it's been too long a time since i had a biggie celebration for my bday. and dar is buying mi a veri pretty brown wif gold slip-ons! kawaii neh~ it's abit jappy-style lar; abit like clogs u see in geisha. oh, and kiwi n joycelyn wished mi an advanced happi bday.
gonna shop wif dar on mon! the shopaholic in mi surfaces again. going forum's esprit, help siti boost her sales using her staff discount. wahaha. great savings; it's like 50% staff discount lar. happy tralala.

haa.
i feel so loved ok?

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lucify. lucy five. says: yar?
lucify. lucy five. says: u wanna wish mi happy bday izzit?
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lucify. lucy five. says: thk u!!!
lucify. lucy five. says: i feel so loved
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so my bday is in like 5days? thks guys for the early bday wishes. rahim asked if i wanna haf a bday kiss frm him instead of a pressie. and kiwi asked if i wan slim 10. wth. so anyway, are u guys racking ur brains, thinking of wat to buy mi? fret not, i haf a wishlist and if u're kind enuff, u can just buy one of dis for mi and i'll be real happy.
- dior wallet
- gucci tote bag
- birkenstocks
- levi's princess cut
- streetstyle tee
- white adidas jacket wif green design. available at adidas; the cathy outlet. [oh, n i'm a size 10]
- white ozozo wallet wif crystals [dis one oni $33 k?]
- le coq sportiff bag [xuan's buying dis for mi le]
- singtel vouchers?
- newurbanmale gift vouchers?
- eat anything i wan and not grow horizontal?
- gimme cash, cash n more cash!

ok, so am i being overly ambitious? haa. wateva lar. it's my bday; i get to be princess for a day. so ppl, pls don't forget to wish mi a happy bday on 1st july okie?

woaini.
so sorry dat i wun be pei-ing u to sentosa. really dun feel like going there worx cuz my skin sunburn still haven ok yet n i'm veri veri poor now.

fought wif mei mei. wif scratches n stuff, she kanasai lor. wanted to sit on my lap, of all places frm toa payoh to bedok. i didn't really mind it at first lar but then she decided to use dis feathery key-chain thingy to tickle mi. asked her to stop but she completely ignored mi till i buay tahan n snatched dat thing frm her. bitch lar. she started to twist my fingers n stuff. i so badly wanted to slap her lar. ass.

haa. was super duper late for sch today. was in sch for oni 1.30hr. cuz i took my own sweet time, dilly dally at hme. aft dat went to marina sq k-box wif dar n serene. crazy laughters. the 2 siao zha bors were jumping up n down the sofas. insanity. dar keep dee siao-ing one of the k-box staff; ask him treat us drinks. sot lar. anyway, i saw shampoo boy today! wahaha. he changed hair colour again. dar said he looks like ah pek cuz of the colour combination. can't believe dat i had a crush on him not so long ago. met up wif vin n wee meng. dat vin arhz, siao gila. ytd pak pool wif us, today go play billard wif wee meng. throwing money down the drain sia. serene's bf came to look for us, waited damn long for him lar. and the worst thing was, he was uncontactable cuz his hp was wif serene. yar, so he was late cuz he forgot to bring his wallet. damn. seeing those 2 couples together, xin li abit like suan suan. dunno why. longed to be in somebody's arms. somebody who'll hold mi tight. sigh. it's been 6mths+ since i last had a bf. but, as i told chris kor n dar, i wanna try being single for a yr. sick n tired of being hurt ovr stupid, failed r/s, wasting my tears. cry mi a river? maybe lor. dat's wat i used to do lar. tears flowing down my cheeks whenever i see jie lun's sad mv like ge qian n gui ji. fine. shall enjoy being single, w/out being ctrl-ed.
went back topman to dee siao wei hao they all. stupid wei hao, he gave liana's no to a guy who wanted to noe her. freak sia. told him i wanted birkenstocks for my bday n dat asshole dei siao nvr hear mi. had dinner wif daddy dearest at harborfront. sis' back. yippee. she gave mi a real, biggie tight hug the moment she saw mi. lurfe her lar.

i was being crazy as usual at hme. shouting, sreaming, singing at the top of my lungs when i suddenly said aloud to myself, "i think i'm abnormal leh." mama heard and replied, "no. u're normal lar." lolx lar. sigh. it's gonna be lonely dis few days wif mama n mei mei abroad. sian 1/2. nobody at hme to tok to mi liao. esp my mei mei, though she cn be a nuisance, but she's actually adorable in her quirky little ways. the chatterbox of my family, forever making a big fuss out of nthg. always making mi hug her when i reach hme, no matter wat time, how pissed off i am wif other ppl, even if i stink like hell, she'll welcome mi hme wif a tight hug and maybe a kiss.
anyway, i pon-ed lit class today cuz i was too lazy to tk the 1hr bus ride to sch. jio xueli out to pak pool wif her bf at parkway. it was a damn bad day for mi lar, i took forever to complete a game. my aiming was like shit, my hands like damn nua lar. dunno why. aft dat went yoshi eat liao, was bored den went arcade for awhile, just for the sake of it. anyway, we saw that mango having sale! and being the shopaholic and spendthrift i am, i dragged dar in to try some tops. dar showed vin my 10+ piercings. said i'm an ah lian. wth. nowadays she keeps showing my piercings people n den proceed to say dat i'm an ah lian. it's like, i've had my piercings for 1, 2 yrs liao den she suddenly decides to tell others. and fyi, i am definetly not an ah lian. my hokkien sucks lar. oh, n vin commented dat i'd look better w/out make-up to which dar said i look veri pale make up-less. n den dat idiot said a few slaps will gif my cheeks some shine. met up wif dad for dinner at old airport rd aft that. yum. daddy bought BnJ's for mi. chocolate fudge brownie. daddy'e the best!
tata. gonna paint my nails now. maybe blog tmr.

random thoughts, actions, conversations and msg-es.

-weihao
"eh, be normal leh."
"ni zhang de hen xiang wen lan hor?"
"zhan jiu yi dian leh. ni zai zhe le zhan 10mins cashier float increase $200 liao."
"what do u call a child of a chinese and an african?"
"pumpkins"
"u're a chao ah lian kuku pumpkins."
"what is birdestock?"
"siao zha bor. anyhow say i bully u."
"chee bye lar. u go playground play see-saw lar."

-kiwi
"u shld haf thought abt it in the first place. haha. it is not abt finding the right guy but the good guy i suppose."
"nan ren bu huai nu ren bu ai. i suppose dis is true to most gals lar. which explains why i'm single cuz i'm the hao nan ren dat doesn't appeal to girls."
"maybe it takes some bad boys to make girls realise the goodness of guai kias like me. :p"
"haha. where ur money comes from sia ... so rich, wanna find a guy to yang anot ... tmr i send u resume."
"haha. i noe liao. go get a bf n spend his money bah. :p"
"u veri materialistic sia. haha. i think ur future bf will haf to work like hell to make u happy ..."
"lol. u're looking for a bf, not a father leh. haha. in family r/s, only u tk, dun haf to give but in bgr, it's 2 diff case worx. :p"
"i'll tk anything cheaper than 50c per date. :p"
"lol. den that person must be blind or smthg bah. :p calling u cute is an insult to the cute people (no wonder i feel insulted. :p)"
"da xiao jie, 2nd time tk o level liao hor. dun pray pray hor ... i still need u to work for mi in future de hor ..."
"wah ... cn i gif u a hug? i desperately need to change my bag n here u r to save mi ... haha."

-xueli dar
"darlink ah. sick hao le mah? must tc urself . drink more water k. drink liang teh also. hugs. missing ya. =)"
"my beloved darlink. sry nvr call u dis few days. dun always slp late k? dun eat oily heaty food. nite. honey dreams. tc urself. dar cover blanket for u. muahs. miss ya lots!"
"darlink, just to tell u, both of us haf our own life. we may not contact everiday but i'm sure u'll always be my best friend. i'm glad to haf u, nvr regret knowing u. it's u who let mi feel there's friendship de chun zai. thks for always being so concern abt mi. u're really so impt to mi. woaini."

-gus
"study hard ... dun be like mi tk ah beng cert ..."
"slack no more k?"

-vincent
"haha. beware ur room window ar ... ltr u'll see a 'person' waving at u."
"haha. aiya, i think the ghost scared of u lor. u ah lian leh. haha."
"haf a sweet shitting dream. =)"
"ur face like drug addict ..."
"dun make mi xia sway in the bus hor. ltr ppl thought i'm mad. aiya, u go eat rabbit shit lar."
"haha. got any ah neh bully u mah?"
"yea ... tk care urself lar. go to slp lar. ltr morning become panda. nitez. sweet dreams."

-cherry
"now u veri lian hor? u like dat dun study lar. go become ah lian lar!"
"who ask u like ah lian mah so many ppl call u ah lian lor. late for sch still got alot excuses hor."
"dun need brush teeth lar. tmr morning den brush lar! hee."

-old bird
"u super ma huan lor. i must call my friend ask him listen one by one den tell mi the order ... u lucky i'm a veri bo liao person. haas ..."
"kao. curse mi again!!!"

-shi xuan
"ok, shall help ur sis eat more. haha. u so mean. i bet u alot of shit too."
"-.- den say so lar!!! go slp in. maybe i sms u ltr. i reading newspapers nw trying to act all studious."

-callix
"super late man. fucked up. sian. i'm so going to be sleeping in class. haha. no, i'll try not to slp in class! :-p"
"shit. i'm too early for sch. eh woman, u betta hurry go sch hor."

-wei qiang
"haha. hope u'll get used to ppl calling u ah lian k? haha. but i wasn't going to call u dat lar ..."
"tk care. no matter wat, u'll always haf my support k?"

-christopher kor
"ya ... thks mei. ltr i go find u k?'
::"nvr wish ur kor happy bday arhz ..?"
`` ah di arh ... meng tang arh ...
-msn-> u come my hse, i sayang u lor. aiya, u still small girl sia, find ur true love. dun haf fun oni. must realli think b4 u do anything. there's up n down in life, it's nt always up. think abt wat i say. u think dis kind of ppl will gif u gd life in future? dun think so much lar.
-msn-> i wan ask u smthg. got girl intro ur kor mah? i wan gd, sweet, caring n pretty de. i veri gd to my stead one ok? if u hit the standard i wan, cfrm the girl damn farking xin fu de. i dun wan too ah lian de.
-msn-> so wat's so fark up abt being single? don't u think there's more freedom? wat u do also nobody care; no heartaches.
-msn-> oi. xiao mei!!! i nw xian zha bor. haa.
-msn-> sorry mei. just nw nvr tok nicely. there are things which just can't be said; nt so easily said. nxt time got chance den explain to u lor. sayang lar. i go smoke first.

-rahim
*-mi to him-* NS is must complete sooner or ltr de mah. defer for wat sia. somemore inside there got food n lodging plus still get salary every mth ...
"haha. i also go ite to defer NS one mah ..."
"lol. u veri bitchy meh? just abit talkative ..."
"lol. girls wat ... sure gossip abt ppl ..."

-teck kai
::"shuhui, actually u're quite pretty but u'd be prettier if u're not so vulgar."

yar. ok. so my family went to ajisen for dinner today. belated father's day dinner lar. was supposed to be happy, but the service spoiled everything, plus my sis was making hell wif her endless chatterings which pissed my dad off as he had a tough day at work. sian 1/2.
anyway, meeting dar tmr. yeah. i think i see her more than i see my family members lar. went to watch garfield 2 wif her, her bro n my sis the other day. kinda fun lar.

yar ... so it's like, my first post here yea? fumbling arnd those html stuff- sucks lar. but, i'll try and beautify dis abit more k. laters-