Monday, August 27, 2007
so, we're not supposed to be on speaking terms.
i dunno. a sudden wave of nostalgia.
but oh well, maybe it's all for the better.
*give myself a big big hug*
Econs sub-paper.
wtf.
i dunno. a sudden wave of nostalgia.
but oh well, maybe it's all for the better.
*give myself a big big hug*
Econs sub-paper.
wtf.
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
retail therapy again.
i really shld stop indulging in this.
yellow cardi - phweet weet.
saw wat's-his-name (kumar?) at fep while wif shuting and jenn dearest.
shuting + huiting = shuhui
haa.
lolx. SOMEBODY was so excited and almost awe-struck when she saw tay ping hui. we were like stalkers (kind of), went into the shop to have a closer look at him. haa.
and i say, fark u!
i really shld stop indulging in this.
yellow cardi - phweet weet.
saw wat's-his-name (kumar?) at fep while wif shuting and jenn dearest.
shuting + huiting = shuhui
haa.
lolx. SOMEBODY was so excited and almost awe-struck when she saw tay ping hui. we were like stalkers (kind of), went into the shop to have a closer look at him. haa.
and i say, fark u!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
"When she in her innocence, in her blind stupidity, had believed that all they needed was time. Time to close over their wounds, to pick themselves up, a little dusting, a little straightening and onwards they would go. It wasn't anything like that simple. It wasn't just the betrayal of flesh, one body chosen over another, which was in itself painful enough, it was the betrayal of night-time secrets spilled on a pillow, of the deepest fears and wildest hopes shared alone with this one other person in the whole wide world. It was the moments of despair the wrong turn taken before the path straightened again. The secret smiles over breakfast two heads lightly touching bent over ..." excerpt from Kate Oriordan's Loving Him.
and this, totally depicts wat i wanna tell him.
and this, totally depicts wat i wanna tell him.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
watched "Secret" wif wei hao today. super emo movie, but ending abit too abstract and far-fetched lar.
had break wif siti and bought a top frm her shop.
finally it's the end of exams. hope that i'll do well and there's no need to take sub paper.
wat we've is built on distrust. frm the very beginning, i alrdy knew that u were hoarding lotsa untruths, giving u the benefit of doubts BUT by not saying anything, it doesn't mean that i dunno wat's going on. dude, try harder lar. u claimed that u dun wanna see mi get hurt but wat izzit that u're knowingly inflicting on mi now? if that's not hurt, i dunno wat it is.
i have to stand firm and not let anything sway my emotions. i must think wif a clear head. i have to be rational. i must think wif my head and not go wif my heart. i haf to press u for ur final decision AND i haf to respect wat u've decided.
i will not let u bring mi down.
-just farking gimme some space and time, let mi cry my heart out (if there is a need to) and all will be just alright aft some time. dun come and disrupt/mess up/ruin my life. there will always be a limit to everything and of cuz it applies to u too. let us carry on wif our individual lives w/out any further setbacks/hinderance.
everything's not set in stone yet, no worries, my girls.
i'll be fine, really. i'll just have to accept everything as it is.
had break wif siti and bought a top frm her shop.
finally it's the end of exams. hope that i'll do well and there's no need to take sub paper.
wat we've is built on distrust. frm the very beginning, i alrdy knew that u were hoarding lotsa untruths, giving u the benefit of doubts BUT by not saying anything, it doesn't mean that i dunno wat's going on. dude, try harder lar. u claimed that u dun wanna see mi get hurt but wat izzit that u're knowingly inflicting on mi now? if that's not hurt, i dunno wat it is.
i have to stand firm and not let anything sway my emotions. i must think wif a clear head. i have to be rational. i must think wif my head and not go wif my heart. i haf to press u for ur final decision AND i haf to respect wat u've decided.
i will not let u bring mi down.
-just farking gimme some space and time, let mi cry my heart out (if there is a need to) and all will be just alright aft some time. dun come and disrupt/mess up/ruin my life. there will always be a limit to everything and of cuz it applies to u too. let us carry on wif our individual lives w/out any further setbacks/hinderance.
everything's not set in stone yet, no worries, my girls.
i'll be fine, really. i'll just have to accept everything as it is.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there?
i hope i get a favourable answer from you on saturday.
fingers crossed, wishing and hoping, wif all my heart ...
And whisper in my ears that's okay,
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,to take my breath away?
Would you be there?
i hope i get a favourable answer from you on saturday.
fingers crossed, wishing and hoping, wif all my heart ...
Saturday, August 04, 2007
i've washed my hands off you, really.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
