::my sweet valentine::

had not blogged for a wk.

recieved my first bday pressie of this yr frm se and sx.
had stupid econs test and i'm sure i did as badly as the previous time.
went to Outback steakhouse for dinner wif weihao aft nt meeting up for mths.
JT accompanied mi in sch while i was doing grp project, help carry my laptop and pei-ed mi to cityhall too.
been guai and did not really hang arnd outside aft sch.
cherry msn-ed mi a few time this wk. wtf?
gotta chiong mgmt project which is due on the 2nd and mug for accounts test which is on the 5th.
am free for dinner this sat, date mi out pls.

my bday will be in 3days!

had a tiff wif jt; miscommunication lar.
i'm sorry (though u wun read this), can u just pick up ur bloody pda phone?

i might just go bonkers and head to Attica wif mich and co. and i might bloody well dance, grind, shake my booty wif some totally random stranger.


did manicure wif dar.
cam-whored in the bus.
crapping and bitching like nobody's biz.
catching up wif each other aft not meeting for wks.
shi ming served mi while i was buying masque, totally couldn't recognize her till she asked if i ever worked at topshop before. then it's like, ping!, all of a sudden, i remembered her! blame it on my STM and my inability to recognize faces lar.

wahaha.
my bday is in 1 1/2wks!
am probably just gonna go out to makan wif diff friends on diff days.
day of my bday itself, i'll prolly spend half a day in the hair salon and have a sumptious dinner wif my family. that's all lar. keep things simple and low-key.


so there ...
this is my bday wishlist, if u guys wanna get mi stuff and have no idea wat to buy mi ...








dresses! i bio-ed these 3 dresses for very long le worx.
cn purchase these online, more convinient also lar.
i've got the website, prices etc wif mi lar ...

charles and kieth heels
pretty red and white heels wif circles design - $23.90
URS and co wedges
gold-coloured straps wedeges - $39.90


philips epilator - HP 6492


or u can treat mi to clarins, fancl or leonard drake facial.

alternatively, u can also gimme cash. den i cn decide wat to pamper myself wif instead of recieving pressies i have absolutely no use for.

crazy emo shite, be gone frm mi pls.
fark lar.
i shall be strong and tear no more.
no man shall bring mi down.
i dun noe who i am anymore, am uber confused and lost now.



jt? wassup wif us now?
i miss the bling bling boy i used to noe, gif him back to mi pls. we're drifting further and further apart.
i need to meet my dearest girls yet i've absolutely no time cuz of exam and stuff.
happy 2yr anniversary wif vin, dar. wo ai ni worx. though we haven met for nearly a mth, u're still dear to mi.



can anyone tell mi wat to do?
am sick and tired of life.

for what-the-fark reasons did i tear on the bus just now?
sometimes, even i dun understand myself, let alone wanting others to try and understand mi. no wonder jt was at a loss when he saw mi tearing.




Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

kor kor, happy bday worx!
sorry lar, nvr go ur chalet cuz it's so last min ...





i'm fine, really. i hope so.

i've got this feeling, this fear that all might not end up that well aft all.
being stubborn as a mule, pinning all my hopes despite knowing that they'll be dashed once again.
make this not as big a mistake as i think it'll be.

night out clubbing wif my dearest girls plus rainbow and herald.

so my dearest girls came ovr to meet up first before cabbing to tiong bahru. had fun wif make-up and stuff.
rnb rawkz, can't imagine how i used to dance to techno. so totally out lar.




paradise!
sweaty bodies, gyrating hips - hips don't lie


And I'm on tonight
You know my hips don't lie
And I'm starting to feel it's right
All the attraction, the tension
Don't you see baby, this is perfection


Hey Girl, I can see your body moving
And it's driving me crazy
And I didn't have the slightest idea
Until I saw you dancing


time for some H2O replenishment aft booty shaking.


the love(s) of my life i went out wif - minus herald who's the "cameraman".


7yrs of friendship and still going strong!~
bad hair for mi larrr.


jenn dearest said that this is scandalous
ahem* wat's so scadalous abt us uh?


kisses for ya baby


mi and my super gd friend who calls mi everynight!


herald (aka carrot) wif rainbow/super gd friend/bling bling boy.
see, u look better when u smile! dun act cool liao larrr.


it was a great night out wif these peeps. danced wif mich and treddy too. saw zing, greg, claudia, nick and ade. shameless tarts everywhere, xiao bengs having dai jis outside, pumping rnb beats running through my veins, sweating and knocked out frm all the "put ur hands up, put ur hands up in the air".
reached hme abt 5am. slept at 6am, when those kids in the morning-session are just struggling to crawl out of bed and we were totally knackered frm a night of hardcore partying. seriously think that i'm getting old liao. shake abit abit nia next day whole body aching and got abit of sore throat frm having to shout ovr the music to make myself heard. used to be able to dance all night long and be as right as rain the next day.


ade's celebrating her legal 18 on tues at MOS. seriously contemplating if i shld go anot cuz there's sch the next day and also partly cuz i'm simply too broke to indulge in cab fares wif the midnight surcharge and everything - overspent by tons liao lar. we'll see how then eh?








haha. let's see wat's inside this paperbag.




Stila products cuz i subscribe to Cleo!
omg, u can't picture how pretty the products look and i'm so not gonna remove the packaging lar.
imma happy girl.

lappy's back! much loves.





got many many things to blog abt, where do i even start?





hmm ...
it's gonna be hard to blog in chronological order so i shall heck care and type watever comes to mind.



went to shop at city hall area aft cell one saturday. spent farking $238 on lingerie. wtf rite? bought other necessities like make-up remover, nail polish remover etc. total damage shld be close to 300bucks. walked along the neverending citylink no fewer than 4times. legs damn sour lar. "visited" weiyi, met up wif rainbow for dinner - supposed to pei him go ms though i totally no appetite to eat; end up we joined the queue for Donut Factory and whiled away an hr there. final verdict: doughnuts not as fab as everyone made them out to be ate 2 or 3 and i only like the cheese one. rainbow paid for the doughnuts which cost ovr 20bucks while i happily just paid $2.10 for milk tea at Mos. haa. i did offer to chip in some moo-lah but he refused to take my money lar. walked along citylink stretch to esplanade to picnic under the moonlight; so ro-man-tic uh? lolx. saw his bball khaki at esplanade, chit-chatted for awhile and it's back hme. come to think of it, rainbow's actually quite ke lian cuz whenever he's out wif mi, he has to help mi carry my stuff and more often than not, pays for my purchases though i'd of cuz decline lar. that day more jialat lar, he called mi while i was damn shag and slping and when i saw the time, i immediately blasted at him, thinking that he called mi at 02 58 instead of 12 58. ke lian de rainbow, so yuan wang hor?



zhao-ed SSEL and went out wif rainbow and co as it was carrot's bday. tio-ed dee siao by them. we were gonna watch Shrek and as we bought the tix like, last min, the 5 of us were separated into 2 grps. so everybody just pushed mi and rainbow to sit together lar ... jenn dearest was supposed to be there but cuz of ahem*, end up nvr meet le lor ... sadded lar.

jt decided that he's nt angry wif mi anymore aft and sms-ed mi to jio mi out. went to have my fave gelare ice-cream but damnit, they ran out of choco chip cookie dough liao ... sadded lar. throbbing headache and mark and jt had to qian jiu mi, tolerate and give in to mi cuz i was showing them attitude all the way. was running a fever when i got hme. super sian lar. no one to chat wif mi at nite cuz jt was also sick and he's slping and rainbow's out grinding girls at DXO. am wallowing n self-pity yet again. haiz.

past few days have been super boring ...
simple, mundane life ...

in short-
jt made mi du lan, i ignored like 5 of his calls, finally picked up his call, spoke for awhile hanged up. he called again, chat, hanged up. rainbow called, talked to him and halfway through, jt called. told him that i'm on the line, petty fellow decided that he hates mi cuz i'd rather talk to rainbow than to him and has been giving mi the silent treatment for 3days alrdy. fine lor, as if i give a damn.

met up wif rainbow on monday to go hme together. saw my dearest jenn at the mrt stn and according to rainbow, i practically screamed dover mrt stn down when i saw my girl. we hugged each other like our lives depended on it.

supposed to meet rainbow on tuesday too; but i'd clean forgotten abt it and that Bling Bling Boy didn't msg or call mi when i nvr appear. he just waited for mi for 30mins and decided that i'm nt gonna turn up. haiyo, that silly boy - nthg to say abt him lar. had accounts test in the morning, was quite pressed for time. debit and credit side of balance sheet balanced but the figure it different frm lecturer's ans. weird uh? pei-ed mich for haircut and colour aft sch; sat in the salon for 3 freaking hrs, till my butt wanna rot liao. had only one meal that day, and it was at 9.30pm. farking hungry can?
do i look like i farking own a car or am even legal to drive?
happy bday joycelyn jie! muacks.

econs test today which was a killer. chiong-ed project which is due tmr. supposed to have tuition at night but i couldn't rush back in time. decided to be daddy's sweetest girl and bought him his fave chendol. super tired now lar.


endless projects and test.
mgmt test on the 18th,
mgmt project due 2nd july,
econs test 5th july.
die le larrrr.
i look so haggard.


so not going to DXO this sat. waste of money. 20bucks and go to that small little corner which cn only hold 600ppl squeeze wif a trillion other xiao lians and bengs.