Saturday, March 31, 2007
when the phone rings,
i'll wish wif all my might that it'll be u.
heart racing, adrenaline pumping,
and more often than not,
ur name will be wat appeared on the screen.
for this, i'm glad
as i proved to myself once again that i'm not wishing frivolously.
i wish this dream will nvr end
but soon, i know that i've to snap back to reality.
as i've to conform to wat society expects of mi
and i noe that i'm not strong enough to stand up for myself.
i'll wish wif all my might that it'll be u.
heart racing, adrenaline pumping,
and more often than not,
ur name will be wat appeared on the screen.
for this, i'm glad
as i proved to myself once again that i'm not wishing frivolously.
i wish this dream will nvr end
but soon, i know that i've to snap back to reality.
as i've to conform to wat society expects of mi
and i noe that i'm not strong enough to stand up for myself.
Friday, March 30, 2007
it's hard to put in words, hard to say out loud, wat u mean to mean, esp since u're my parents
u stand by mi, help mi up when i slip and fall
no matter wat i did, the troubles, heartaches, agony i caused u, u still treat mi like ur little princess
though i seldom show my affection towards u guys, always prefering to spend my time outside instead of being at hme,
at the end of the day, i still wanna return back to ur side and be ur precious little girl
i know that watever u do, more often than not, it's for the gd of mi but i can't seem to express my gratitude out
simple things like asking if i need u to cook for mi aft i return hme dead beat frm work touches my heart, though i may appear nonchalent abt it
mama, wo ai ni worx
not even raising ur voice at mi when i overspend by a few hundreds,
daddy, i love u lar
opening up another path for mi to go into, aft i proved to be a disappointment yet again
the countless times i broke ur heart by the hurtful words uttered, by the things i did
but still, u forgave mi time and again and did not bear any grudges
i really appreciate all that u've done for mi
u stand by mi, help mi up when i slip and fall
no matter wat i did, the troubles, heartaches, agony i caused u, u still treat mi like ur little princess
though i seldom show my affection towards u guys, always prefering to spend my time outside instead of being at hme,
at the end of the day, i still wanna return back to ur side and be ur precious little girl
i know that watever u do, more often than not, it's for the gd of mi but i can't seem to express my gratitude out
simple things like asking if i need u to cook for mi aft i return hme dead beat frm work touches my heart, though i may appear nonchalent abt it
mama, wo ai ni worx
not even raising ur voice at mi when i overspend by a few hundreds,
daddy, i love u lar
opening up another path for mi to go into, aft i proved to be a disappointment yet again
the countless times i broke ur heart by the hurtful words uttered, by the things i did
but still, u forgave mi time and again and did not bear any grudges
i really appreciate all that u've done for mi
Thursday, March 29, 2007
bought a pair of flip flops today. it's a pretty pink colour wif butterfly prints. so cheap lar, $ 9.90 only, couldn't not buy it.
CL at parkmall today. HE came to find mi when it was pouring donkeys and monkeys and being really sick lar. so touched worx. somemore waited for mi and jenn dearest for abt 30mins. went to Body Shop warehouse sale and surprise surprise, i didn't purchase a single item. applause for mi pls. HE kept teasing mi, and i'll show my stupid facial expression and he'll lean ovr to pinch my cheeks, calling mi "fishball", like wat Glenn used to call mi while in Topman. Glenn too, used to pinch my cheeks every so often. long bus journey back hme and he kept tickling mi and pinching my chubby cheeks.
and yea, weihao called mi a professional spoiled brat.
CL at parkmall today. HE came to find mi when it was pouring donkeys and monkeys and being really sick lar. so touched worx. somemore waited for mi and jenn dearest for abt 30mins. went to Body Shop warehouse sale and surprise surprise, i didn't purchase a single item. applause for mi pls. HE kept teasing mi, and i'll show my stupid facial expression and he'll lean ovr to pinch my cheeks, calling mi "fishball", like wat Glenn used to call mi while in Topman. Glenn too, used to pinch my cheeks every so often. long bus journey back hme and he kept tickling mi and pinching my chubby cheeks.
and yea, weihao called mi a professional spoiled brat.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
round 1 of deleting ppl frm my friendster list.
round 2 will be in maybe another 2mths?
frm 412 to 300ppl, decided to stop at 300 as it's a round no and also cuz i'm pek cek that the network is very slow and i kept kanna dc-ed.
deleted ppl who mean nthg to mi, ppl wif ugly pics in their dp, ppl whom i dunno but popped up in the friends list, ppl who added mi just cuz they decided they like my dp well enough to add mi when they couldn't even view my profile cuz it's in private mode ...
call mi superfacial and shallow
so what if i'm hypocritical?
accept mi for who i am, otherwise, just scram.
i dun need ppl tarnishing my blog and friendster.
*HE just msg-ed mi!!!*
kiwi knows mi best. was suan-ed mercilessly by him during our conversation last night, he wanna bet that i'd give in within a mth cuz i've a "soft" heart; which is true lar.
round 2 will be in maybe another 2mths?
frm 412 to 300ppl, decided to stop at 300 as it's a round no and also cuz i'm pek cek that the network is very slow and i kept kanna dc-ed.
deleted ppl who mean nthg to mi, ppl wif ugly pics in their dp, ppl whom i dunno but popped up in the friends list, ppl who added mi just cuz they decided they like my dp well enough to add mi when they couldn't even view my profile cuz it's in private mode ...
call mi superfacial and shallow
so what if i'm hypocritical?
accept mi for who i am, otherwise, just scram.
i dun need ppl tarnishing my blog and friendster.
*HE just msg-ed mi!!!*
kiwi knows mi best. was suan-ed mercilessly by him during our conversation last night, he wanna bet that i'd give in within a mth cuz i've a "soft" heart; which is true lar.
frm 91277329
hi, can i be ur friend?
wtf.
was on the train wif cai hong cuz he wanted to send mi to dance class when i recieved this msg, showed him and he asked, "why u always kanna this type of shit one?"
hi, can i be ur friend?
wtf.
was on the train wif cai hong cuz he wanted to send mi to dance class when i recieved this msg, showed him and he asked, "why u always kanna this type of shit one?"
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
been ages since i really talked to guys and i'd kinda forgotten how witty and cutting guys' comments had been. somehow, i get along better wif guys better than girls. i dunno why. maybe cuz guys are not so bitchy and catty and are more tolerable of my bHb-ness. and guys are not so niao with their money and will willingly spend on mi; even though we may be just normal friends but they'd still not be as calculative as girls and buy things for mi. someone once said that imma guys' girl, and not a very good girl friend. how true this is, i do not know.
as Brit once said, "Boys, can't live wif them, can't live w/out them".
so true lar.
bought these 2:
total $3.50 only lor.
so cute hor?
mei mei chose the brown one; thought she'd like the blue dolphin/whale instead, oh well, nvm.
bought this pair of adidas for $83, aft discount at topshop.
i like the old-sch feel wif the velcro (sp?) tapes and the stripes at the side are maroon lor, not black. i love getting discounts frm my topshop/topman khakis. wanted to get a green top at topshop but it didn't come in my size. wanted a size 8 but they only haf stock of size 10 (Medium) and above. sian lar.
sat at the bench outside wif my packet of chicken rice. my fave chicken rice, cheap and nice. $2.30 a pac only lor. ok, so i was sitting on the bench, minding my own business and makan-ing my chicken rice wif my bubble tea when these 2 guys walked and sat on the bench adjacent to mine.
my first full frontal encounter wif a gay couple!
the guy in white shirt and jeans was smoking and resting his head on the guy in tees and jeans' lap. i dunno wat they were doing there lar, prolly just chatting and aft a while, they walked off; wif the tees and denim guy's arms slung ovr the white shirt and jeans guy's shoulders.
and halfway through my meal, the ducktour vehicle broke down at the roundabout near the fountain of wealth. 4 aunties were resting on the benches next to mine wif their numerous Carrefour plastic bags and being typical Sg-reans, they took the the license plate no of the faulty vehicle. they wanted to go buy 4D wif the license plate no and one of them proclaimed loudly, "can lar can lar. still got 15mins left till the cut-off time!". wah lao. really typical chinese Sg-reans lor, betting on anything they can lay their hands on. buay tahan lar.
so my breaktime for that day was kinda interesting and eventful lar.
as Brit once said, "Boys, can't live wif them, can't live w/out them".
so true lar.
bought these 2:
total $3.50 only lor.
so cute hor?
mei mei chose the brown one; thought she'd like the blue dolphin/whale instead, oh well, nvm.
bought this pair of adidas for $83, aft discount at topshop.
i like the old-sch feel wif the velcro (sp?) tapes and the stripes at the side are maroon lor, not black. i love getting discounts frm my topshop/topman khakis. wanted to get a green top at topshop but it didn't come in my size. wanted a size 8 but they only haf stock of size 10 (Medium) and above. sian lar.
sat at the bench outside wif my packet of chicken rice. my fave chicken rice, cheap and nice. $2.30 a pac only lor. ok, so i was sitting on the bench, minding my own business and makan-ing my chicken rice wif my bubble tea when these 2 guys walked and sat on the bench adjacent to mine.
my first full frontal encounter wif a gay couple!
the guy in white shirt and jeans was smoking and resting his head on the guy in tees and jeans' lap. i dunno wat they were doing there lar, prolly just chatting and aft a while, they walked off; wif the tees and denim guy's arms slung ovr the white shirt and jeans guy's shoulders.
and halfway through my meal, the ducktour vehicle broke down at the roundabout near the fountain of wealth. 4 aunties were resting on the benches next to mine wif their numerous Carrefour plastic bags and being typical Sg-reans, they took the the license plate no of the faulty vehicle. they wanted to go buy 4D wif the license plate no and one of them proclaimed loudly, "can lar can lar. still got 15mins left till the cut-off time!". wah lao. really typical chinese Sg-reans lor, betting on anything they can lay their hands on. buay tahan lar.
so my breaktime for that day was kinda interesting and eventful lar.
Monday, March 26, 2007
wax-ed for the first time today. it's totally not pain at all one lor, actually feels quite shuang when the stripe of wax is tugged away frm the hair follicles, dunno wassup wif the big hoo-haa ovr the supposedly pain factor.
met up wif siti for a bout of shopping, bought a pair for shorts, $36.
dance class thereafter.
was kinda reluctant to board the train at Dhoby Ghaut back hme as i was kinda traumatised ovr the previous incident at that train station.
my shoulders are aching! must be cuz i nvr warm up properly before the class cuz i was late alrdy. think the "popping" and "locking" causes it.
met up wif siti for a bout of shopping, bought a pair for shorts, $36.
dance class thereafter.
was kinda reluctant to board the train at Dhoby Ghaut back hme as i was kinda traumatised ovr the previous incident at that train station.
my shoulders are aching! must be cuz i nvr warm up properly before the class cuz i was late alrdy. think the "popping" and "locking" causes it.
friends, or maybe more?
to be, or not to be?
to think wif my head, or feel wif my heart?
to be strong enough to overcome all future obstacles,
or just gonna let them defeat us?
to be, or not to be?
to think wif my head, or feel wif my heart?
to be strong enough to overcome all future obstacles,
or just gonna let them defeat us?
Thursday, March 22, 2007
working at the beauty fair at suntec tmr and my legs are aching lar. kinda dread standing for 7hrs with lotsa crowds. on one hand, i feel like just standing there and slacking till the fair closes but on the other hand, i wanna get as much commission as i can get. i'm gonna try to beat my feb L'oreal sales of $6648 in 6 days. works out to abt 1.1k a day. gonna try to hit my personal target of $1.3k for a low publicity and almost unheard of product tmr cuz i really need the money to survive lar.
amore called mi to go down collect my cheque but i told them i can only make it next wk - they called mi at a real bad time lor.
wah lao. why my face so big? and i got puffy eyebags lor, though i slp more than 9hrs everyday except for ytd whereby i slpt for less then 5hrs.
amore called mi to go down collect my cheque but i told them i can only make it next wk - they called mi at a real bad time lor.
wah lao. why my face so big? and i got puffy eyebags lor, though i slp more than 9hrs everyday except for ytd whereby i slpt for less then 5hrs.
had great fun at cardiolatino today! dance dance dance. i'm rediscovering my passion for dance, it's all abt feeling comfortable in ur own body.
i blatantly jaywalked in front of two traffic policemen just now, without even thinking that i could have been booked and fined by them. only realised my folly when i got to the other side of the rd. guess all the fat burning got into my head.
i blatantly jaywalked in front of two traffic policemen just now, without even thinking that i could have been booked and fined by them. only realised my folly when i got to the other side of the rd. guess all the fat burning got into my head.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
WAH LAO!!!
mei mei gets to jet off to Europe wif mama in the upcoming June hols while i'm stuck in boring Sg, sticking my flat nose into my textbks. bloody unfair can? i wanna say hello to Milan, hme to Prada, i wanna have my pretty face on polariod shots wif the leaning tower of Pisa in the background, i wanna eat fresh salmon in Norway, i wanna eat ice cream in Denmark, i wanna tk the water taxi - gondola (sp?) in Venice.
ever since i got hooked to literature, i'd always wanted to visit Venice cuz it's like, soooo romantic lar. Paris too. i wanna go to Paris and London again. Shopping shopping shopping. wanna go USA too, to get my Coach stuff.
jenn dearest, can we go to Venice when we're of the, ahem, working class? i'd love u to bits if we are to go there.
TP's enrollment package just arrived but i'm gonna reject it. gonna log on to TP's site to decline their offer.
mei mei gets to jet off to Europe wif mama in the upcoming June hols while i'm stuck in boring Sg, sticking my flat nose into my textbks. bloody unfair can? i wanna say hello to Milan, hme to Prada, i wanna have my pretty face on polariod shots wif the leaning tower of Pisa in the background, i wanna eat fresh salmon in Norway, i wanna eat ice cream in Denmark, i wanna tk the water taxi - gondola (sp?) in Venice.
ever since i got hooked to literature, i'd always wanted to visit Venice cuz it's like, soooo romantic lar. Paris too. i wanna go to Paris and London again. Shopping shopping shopping. wanna go USA too, to get my Coach stuff.
jenn dearest, can we go to Venice when we're of the, ahem, working class? i'd love u to bits if we are to go there.
TP's enrollment package just arrived but i'm gonna reject it. gonna log on to TP's site to decline their offer.
yeah!
finally met up wif my dar dar aft like, a mth? the last time i saw her was CNY chu 3 lar.
mrt-ed wif wei hao; been wks since i last saw him too. i was wearing wedges and he thought i'd grown taller lar; like hello, i've stopped growing since i was 15 lor.
went for training today and realised that i'm gonna sell this werd-ass brand that is newly launched in Sg and that explains why i've nvr heard of it before. plus, they haven started to do marketing yet. collagues getting $5/h and i'm gonna be paid $6.50/h plus 3% commission. i reckon i'll get at least $60/day during the 3days beauty fair at Suntec.
it's gonna be cardiolatino wif jenn dearest on wed and many many more days thereafter. gonna kickstart a new and healthy mi wif more dance and less fats!
finally met up wif my dar dar aft like, a mth? the last time i saw her was CNY chu 3 lar.
mrt-ed wif wei hao; been wks since i last saw him too. i was wearing wedges and he thought i'd grown taller lar; like hello, i've stopped growing since i was 15 lor.
went for training today and realised that i'm gonna sell this werd-ass brand that is newly launched in Sg and that explains why i've nvr heard of it before. plus, they haven started to do marketing yet. collagues getting $5/h and i'm gonna be paid $6.50/h plus 3% commission. i reckon i'll get at least $60/day during the 3days beauty fair at Suntec.
it's gonna be cardiolatino wif jenn dearest on wed and many many more days thereafter. gonna kickstart a new and healthy mi wif more dance and less fats!
Saturday, March 17, 2007
I’m so bloody chao tah-ed now lar, for goodness’ sake, I’m BLACK lar. Thanks to queuing up under the scorching, hot, mid-afternoon sun for 1hr at Escape theme park for 1 pathetic round of go-kart. But it’s all well-worth it lar, though i only got to drive 3 rounds round the circuit. Quite reluctant to say this but i have to admit that imma reckless driver. I enjoy tail-gating the vehicle in front of mi, wif nary a glance to the other cars, i love speeding and skidding along road bends, max-ing out the brake to maybe a screeching halt at the very last sec, my adrenaline starts pumping insanely when i drive at full force down a slope, barely grazing the car next to mine, wif next to no control over my car. And i never cease to wonder if daddy will still be keen to push mi to obtain a class 3 license if he ever caught a glimpse of how i would handle his precious 4-wheeled baby; if he’d even leave them 10feet near my irresponsible self.
Escape. It brought back fond memories of the days wif WQ. Went there wif him, dar and mei qin few yrs back. Past 2 days, for dunno wat reason, i’d been thinking of my ex-es, not that i wanna go back to the past, hui dao guo qu, but more on reminiscing the past. I thought of the 21mths spent wif WQ, admist some terrible times. I’d snuggle up against him, watching some crappy tv programme wif a stinky plot, slacking at his hse, listening to “waiting for you”, him forcing mi to eat at that point of time when i abhor food, long bus rides to nowhere and we would use that time to catch up on our slp cuz we’d spent the entire night on the phone, bringing his little sis out for ice-cream treats ...
And i thought of Cherry, of how he kept indulging in each of my whims. Of how i planned my time so that my free time would coincide wif the days he’s free, of how i made him send mi to and frm work at Suntec when he’s having his homeleave, thereby stripping him of what little time he could have spent socialising wif his khakis outside sch. Of the many hrs we spent chatting on the phone at night, depriving him of slp, of how i’d get anxious like ants on fire when he failed to call/msg mi when he swore he would do so, of how i’d give him my 100% attention but not paying any shit to the teachers at the front of the classroom, of how i’d miss him like crazy when he’s uncontactable cuz he went back . of 8 August 2005, 25 Nov and 25 Dec. Of the chorus in Lee Hom’s Kiss Goodbye which perfectly depicts my feelings then. Of how each of my sentence began wif “cherry said this” and ended wif “cherry said that”, which drove everyone crazy. Of how dar wasn’t really supportive of mi and him..
I too, thought of ryan, thought of wat he made mi believe in, his fetishes, his weird mindset and how i was in awed when i learnt he was taking lit then – but so wat, in the end i too took my favourite subject, literature, and didn’t do too badly too. The same can’t be said for him though.
And i thought of the few crushes, unreciprocated love that I’d, some of the scenerios whereby my overactive imagination went into overdrive and i started to imagine things. And i thought of Jason, what an ass that he was, dumping mi just when i wanted to jilt him.
I was such a boyish creature then. Unplucked eyebrows, practically non-existent boobs, bad hair, zero make-up , bad dress sense and blah blah blah. My attitude was horrible too. Acting like some young punk/ah lian/minah wannabe. Walking wif a swagger, cussing and swearing like my life depended on it. Thank God i didn’t pick up smoking like a dozen of my friends did, laggi heng i nvr chup any paikia or poon gum or whatsoever.
I’m sure i’ve changed tons for the better (I hope) since then and realised that i prolly need space to grow (as cliché as it sounds) and find my own self. At least now i’ve grown up and know that mutilation isn’t the key to all the upsets i encounter and i’ve emerged “stronger than yesterday”. Maybe, just maybe, i’ve learned from my past mistakes and moved on.
I’m actually quite friend-less now, come to think of it. Been too lazy to meet up wif friends even when they take the initiative to call mi up. I would make up some lame excuses (at least not smthg like my dog is sick lar) and i’d rather nua at hme than doll myself up and go breathe some fresh air. I’m so sorry. Shuting, who said that i enjoy the privilege of her calling for meet-ups as she doesn’t do that to her other friends, dar, whom i’ve neglected of late but am gonna meet next Monday aft Dermalogica training, chris kor kor, whom i always dua-ed at the very last moment (but i’ve wat it takes to pacify him!) and many others lar. The only one whom i’ve been meeting up wif on a regular basis is jenn dearest but it’s like, we’re meeting only every other wk lar. There used to be a time whereby my hp will be bombarded by guys’ sms-es but maybe cuz i’ve decided to be Ice Princess pf the year, ignoring their calls/sms-es, they’re now quite hesitant to approach me. At that point of time, i know that i can’t have the best of both worlds and just wanted to concentrate solely on my precious girls but guess wat, i’m actually nt putting in any effort to be part of their lives now lar. I’m such a great friend huh? Applaud mi pls, tell mi, where in the world can u find someone who finds replying sms a chore, even when they’re frm the ppl who mean the world to her, where else can u find someone replying ever so curtly to her babes’ sms-es? I’m such a meanie, and i’m ashamed to be behaving this way. I realised i’m quite independent compared to my girls as i’m perfectly able to shop by myself, make decisions myself w/out seeking the opinion of others and am perfectly fine wif travelling on my own, though it’d be great for some company on long bus/train rides. I’m independent to a fault though. Can’t stand those ppl who are indecisive, can’t gel with others to do group projects, can’t accept the comments/criticisms of others ... and anyway, why am i dissing myself huh?
Escape. It brought back fond memories of the days wif WQ. Went there wif him, dar and mei qin few yrs back. Past 2 days, for dunno wat reason, i’d been thinking of my ex-es, not that i wanna go back to the past, hui dao guo qu, but more on reminiscing the past. I thought of the 21mths spent wif WQ, admist some terrible times. I’d snuggle up against him, watching some crappy tv programme wif a stinky plot, slacking at his hse, listening to “waiting for you”, him forcing mi to eat at that point of time when i abhor food, long bus rides to nowhere and we would use that time to catch up on our slp cuz we’d spent the entire night on the phone, bringing his little sis out for ice-cream treats ...
And i thought of Cherry, of how he kept indulging in each of my whims. Of how i planned my time so that my free time would coincide wif the days he’s free, of how i made him send mi to and frm work at Suntec when he’s having his homeleave, thereby stripping him of what little time he could have spent socialising wif his khakis outside sch. Of the many hrs we spent chatting on the phone at night, depriving him of slp, of how i’d get anxious like ants on fire when he failed to call/msg mi when he swore he would do so, of how i’d give him my 100% attention but not paying any shit to the teachers at the front of the classroom, of how i’d miss him like crazy when he’s uncontactable cuz he went back . of 8 August 2005, 25 Nov and 25 Dec. Of the chorus in Lee Hom’s Kiss Goodbye which perfectly depicts my feelings then. Of how each of my sentence began wif “cherry said this” and ended wif “cherry said that”, which drove everyone crazy. Of how dar wasn’t really supportive of mi and him..
I too, thought of ryan, thought of wat he made mi believe in, his fetishes, his weird mindset and how i was in awed when i learnt he was taking lit then – but so wat, in the end i too took my favourite subject, literature, and didn’t do too badly too. The same can’t be said for him though.
And i thought of the few crushes, unreciprocated love that I’d, some of the scenerios whereby my overactive imagination went into overdrive and i started to imagine things. And i thought of Jason, what an ass that he was, dumping mi just when i wanted to jilt him.
I was such a boyish creature then. Unplucked eyebrows, practically non-existent boobs, bad hair, zero make-up , bad dress sense and blah blah blah. My attitude was horrible too. Acting like some young punk/ah lian/minah wannabe. Walking wif a swagger, cussing and swearing like my life depended on it. Thank God i didn’t pick up smoking like a dozen of my friends did, laggi heng i nvr chup any paikia or poon gum or whatsoever.
I’m sure i’ve changed tons for the better (I hope) since then and realised that i prolly need space to grow (as cliché as it sounds) and find my own self. At least now i’ve grown up and know that mutilation isn’t the key to all the upsets i encounter and i’ve emerged “stronger than yesterday”. Maybe, just maybe, i’ve learned from my past mistakes and moved on.
I’m actually quite friend-less now, come to think of it. Been too lazy to meet up wif friends even when they take the initiative to call mi up. I would make up some lame excuses (at least not smthg like my dog is sick lar) and i’d rather nua at hme than doll myself up and go breathe some fresh air. I’m so sorry. Shuting, who said that i enjoy the privilege of her calling for meet-ups as she doesn’t do that to her other friends, dar, whom i’ve neglected of late but am gonna meet next Monday aft Dermalogica training, chris kor kor, whom i always dua-ed at the very last moment (but i’ve wat it takes to pacify him!) and many others lar. The only one whom i’ve been meeting up wif on a regular basis is jenn dearest but it’s like, we’re meeting only every other wk lar. There used to be a time whereby my hp will be bombarded by guys’ sms-es but maybe cuz i’ve decided to be Ice Princess pf the year, ignoring their calls/sms-es, they’re now quite hesitant to approach me. At that point of time, i know that i can’t have the best of both worlds and just wanted to concentrate solely on my precious girls but guess wat, i’m actually nt putting in any effort to be part of their lives now lar. I’m such a great friend huh? Applaud mi pls, tell mi, where in the world can u find someone who finds replying sms a chore, even when they’re frm the ppl who mean the world to her, where else can u find someone replying ever so curtly to her babes’ sms-es? I’m such a meanie, and i’m ashamed to be behaving this way. I realised i’m quite independent compared to my girls as i’m perfectly able to shop by myself, make decisions myself w/out seeking the opinion of others and am perfectly fine wif travelling on my own, though it’d be great for some company on long bus/train rides. I’m independent to a fault though. Can’t stand those ppl who are indecisive, can’t gel with others to do group projects, can’t accept the comments/criticisms of others ... and anyway, why am i dissing myself huh?
was at the petrol kiosk wif mama and mei mei whereby mei mei pointed to the shelf lined wif Durex and asked, "what is this uh?"
i ji tao lolx lar, nudged mama and repeated mei mei's qns. mama paused for awhile and came back wif "i dunno. this is for guys. i'm not a guy so i dunno wat this is for".
i ji tao lolx lar, nudged mama and repeated mei mei's qns. mama paused for awhile and came back wif "i dunno. this is for guys. i'm not a guy so i dunno wat this is for".
Friday, March 16, 2007
brought mei mei to act 3 for a children's first/prudential drama.
it was worth every cent!
kinda like the idea of early exposure towards the arts for young kids.
i mean, come'on lar. wat do u mean by kids can't understand theatre?
i watched Chang and Eng when i was in pri 5/6 lor.
it's gonna be Phantom next mth.
went to Square 2 thereafter and we saw this!:
spent dozens at Square 2. practically all the shops were having sale of somesort.
and to think i promised myself to be frugal this 2wks.
frosted gold-coloured heart shaped earrings!
gold is back!
i've been searching high and low for this kinda earrings for mths alrdy.
$11.90, a tad expensive for earrings but oh well, wat matters is that i'm happy rite?
collagen eye mask frm skin food, $4
i have no idea wat collagen is. same goes for AHA and other weird stuff.
this is really effective! used it just now and the presence of fine lines underneath my eyes reduced significantly. but abit pricey to spend 2x$4 every wk leh.
ok, i admit i dun really need another nail polish. i've more than 10bottles at hme now lar.
went to marina south for steamboat dinner at night.
treated mei mei and mama cuz for the past few mths i'd been working, i nvr gave mama a cent of my salary and to this i feel very guilty - though i've been buying her stuff on and off lar, eg. facial toner, moisturizer, makan etc.
my pretty mouse!
$19.90 only, frm challenger.
the mouse is a gazillion times better looking than my fugly new laptop lor.
it was worth every cent!
kinda like the idea of early exposure towards the arts for young kids.
i mean, come'on lar. wat do u mean by kids can't understand theatre?
i watched Chang and Eng when i was in pri 5/6 lor.
it's gonna be Phantom next mth.
went to Square 2 thereafter and we saw this!:
spent dozens at Square 2. practically all the shops were having sale of somesort.
and to think i promised myself to be frugal this 2wks.
frosted gold-coloured heart shaped earrings!
gold is back!
i've been searching high and low for this kinda earrings for mths alrdy.
$11.90, a tad expensive for earrings but oh well, wat matters is that i'm happy rite?
collagen eye mask frm skin food, $4
i have no idea wat collagen is. same goes for AHA and other weird stuff.
this is really effective! used it just now and the presence of fine lines underneath my eyes reduced significantly. but abit pricey to spend 2x$4 every wk leh.
ok, i admit i dun really need another nail polish. i've more than 10bottles at hme now lar.
went to marina south for steamboat dinner at night.
treated mei mei and mama cuz for the past few mths i'd been working, i nvr gave mama a cent of my salary and to this i feel very guilty - though i've been buying her stuff on and off lar, eg. facial toner, moisturizer, makan etc.
my pretty mouse!
$19.90 only, frm challenger.
the mouse is a gazillion times better looking than my fugly new laptop lor.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
damnit.
dis mth alone, i tore 3pairs of contact lens. and my contact lens supply is supposed to last mi a yr lor. sian lar. money fly away AGAIN.
dis mth alone, i tore 3pairs of contact lens. and my contact lens supply is supposed to last mi a yr lor. sian lar. money fly away AGAIN.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
blogging on my new laptop now.
actually, i didn't asked for this laptop but i think daddy kanna enlightment or smthg den he decided to buy one for mi. i had my eye on a very pretty and compact fujitsu one but daddy bought this ugly, bulky acer one instead. i dun really care for the functions, it just need to not die on mi and other basic essentials, that's all.
i abhor installing everything once again. nokia pc suite, my songs frm the desktop, photos, documents, other softwares ... it's gonna be a headache to reload all these. sigh.
"out, damned spot", says lady macbeth.
actually, i didn't asked for this laptop but i think daddy kanna enlightment or smthg den he decided to buy one for mi. i had my eye on a very pretty and compact fujitsu one but daddy bought this ugly, bulky acer one instead. i dun really care for the functions, it just need to not die on mi and other basic essentials, that's all.
i abhor installing everything once again. nokia pc suite, my songs frm the desktop, photos, documents, other softwares ... it's gonna be a headache to reload all these. sigh.
"out, damned spot", says lady macbeth.
butts!
and i just realised that se's the only one wif perfectly rolled up pants.
u see the floor full of soap studs?
i helped to clean the floor one leh; although is abit gei siao gei siao one lar.
for some unknown reasons, ppl started to snap pic of mi helping to clean the floor aft Teppenyaki at Poo's.
nah nanny boo boo; dun show u my face.
next time when i'm rich and famous, u cn use this pic to blackmail mi.
and frm sx, "Obviously shuz doesn't handle anything larger than an eye liner.. *opps* =X". wth, i got so spoilt meh?
actually hor, ppl who dropped food or whatever onto the floor have to help clean up aft dinner but princess shuhui, who didn't drop anything, decided to graciously help the commoners wif the clean up. throughout the meal, u can hear things like, "orh!!! XXX dropped blah blah blah. ltr clean up!"
and Xavian had a ermz, very creative way of wishing ppl happy CNY.
he held two oranges out to Poo's dad and said, "祝你学业进步!"
like omg lar, damn hilarious can? i ji tao chio dao peng lor.
i mean, this is wat the adults say to youngsters wat, not the other way rnd.
hmm ... i guess Xavian recieved too many ang baos arldy that's why confused. but anyway, that was the joke of the day lar.
Kukup!
back in december.
didn't blog abt trip there cuz of the lack of phots and now, the memories kinda faded liao.
Sam and Ed doing the bolly bolly thing wif Kenneth as the coconut tree. they were playing out a scene frm a typical Bollywood drama, whereby the male and female leads will "chase" each other arnd the coconut tree, by the sea.
selling Yves Saint Laurent perfume and blusher - brand new.
YSL young sexy lovely perfume.
going for $75, usual price at Sasa is $88.20.
YSL touche blush in shade 3.
going for $40, usual price at YSL counter is $59.
if buy both frm mi, u'll get 15% discount off total price.
interested; pm or drop mi a mail.
Monday, March 12, 2007
$706.
today is only the 12th and i've alrdy spent so much.
i'm astonished at the rate money is flying out of my hands.
$706, damn alot for mi can? and that's just wat i'd calculated for my major expenses. i haven included amt spent on transport (i.e. cab, mrt, bus), makan, minute items which cost less than 20bucks.
work like crazy, shop like crazy, spend like crazy.
my skin is so damn bloody chao tah-ed now lar.
3 days of standing under the scorching hot sun at raffles plaza.
kiwi was so sweet to come find mi just to tk my MOE-issued statement of results and help mi submit to SIM the next day as i was busy wif work and the dateline for submission was looming ahead.
Jerome, this guy frm my pri sch was working at this inline skate booth next to mine. i found him vaguely familiar, approached him and he couldn't remember who i was. wth lar. he said i changed alot.
skateline - $88
Amore - $129+$39
esprit jeans - $55, aft 50% staff discount
la senza - $55
l'oreal - $63
sistic tix - $60
and that's just a rough gauge on wat i spent on the past 3days. there's bound to be some items i'd left out.
it was vivo wif siti on sat.
tried on shitloads of clothes.
lugging pairs of denim jeans arnd forever21 like a crazed lunatic and now my arms are aching, badly.
queued for ages for the fitting rm; more often than not, sharing the same fitting rm cuz we just can't be bothered wif the hassle of locking and unlocking the doors just to let each other see the clothes we tried.
crapped and bitched arnd like nobody's business.
ate till we could barely walk and my seams were bursting.
open air area whereby we dissed those ppl who are/were fashion disasters.
on the way to makan on Sunday, a car kanna toilet paper-ed!
this is like, so sec sch lar.
everytime the prinicipal will make announcement that somebody always toilet paper-ed the toilet (no pun intended) den he'll threaten to deprive us of toilet paper usage. lame lar.
today is only the 12th and i've alrdy spent so much.
i'm astonished at the rate money is flying out of my hands.
$706, damn alot for mi can? and that's just wat i'd calculated for my major expenses. i haven included amt spent on transport (i.e. cab, mrt, bus), makan, minute items which cost less than 20bucks.
work like crazy, shop like crazy, spend like crazy.
my skin is so damn bloody chao tah-ed now lar.
3 days of standing under the scorching hot sun at raffles plaza.
kiwi was so sweet to come find mi just to tk my MOE-issued statement of results and help mi submit to SIM the next day as i was busy wif work and the dateline for submission was looming ahead.
Jerome, this guy frm my pri sch was working at this inline skate booth next to mine. i found him vaguely familiar, approached him and he couldn't remember who i was. wth lar. he said i changed alot.
skateline - $88
Amore - $129+$39
esprit jeans - $55, aft 50% staff discount
la senza - $55
l'oreal - $63
sistic tix - $60
and that's just a rough gauge on wat i spent on the past 3days. there's bound to be some items i'd left out.
it was vivo wif siti on sat.
tried on shitloads of clothes.
lugging pairs of denim jeans arnd forever21 like a crazed lunatic and now my arms are aching, badly.
queued for ages for the fitting rm; more often than not, sharing the same fitting rm cuz we just can't be bothered wif the hassle of locking and unlocking the doors just to let each other see the clothes we tried.
crapped and bitched arnd like nobody's business.
ate till we could barely walk and my seams were bursting.
open air area whereby we dissed those ppl who are/were fashion disasters.
on the way to makan on Sunday, a car kanna toilet paper-ed!
this is like, so sec sch lar.
everytime the prinicipal will make announcement that somebody always toilet paper-ed the toilet (no pun intended) den he'll threaten to deprive us of toilet paper usage. lame lar.
Saturday, March 10, 2007
spent truckloads ytd and today, but i'm gonna justify that wat i'd spent will prolly do mi more gd than bad.
$(88+39+129+60+69.28) = omg-i-don't-even-wanna-think-abt-it
weihao sms-ed and said that i can be "singapore's shopping's ambassador"
SHOPPING tmr and i can alrdy see money flying out.
i'm nthg w/out my atm card.
$(88+39+129+60+69.28) = omg-i-don't-even-wanna-think-abt-it
weihao sms-ed and said that i can be "singapore's shopping's ambassador"
SHOPPING tmr and i can alrdy see money flying out.
i'm nthg w/out my atm card.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
work is killing mi.
i'm multi-tasking like nvr before.
blogging, checking my mail, checking bank statement, filing my nails, watching tee-bee.
who wanna watch movie wif mi? this wk cfrm not free, nxt wk can?
i wanna catch the protege, dreamgirls, norbit.
i'm multi-tasking like nvr before.
blogging, checking my mail, checking bank statement, filing my nails, watching tee-bee.
who wanna watch movie wif mi? this wk cfrm not free, nxt wk can?
i wanna catch the protege, dreamgirls, norbit.
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
let's see, i haven updated this blog of mine for centuries alrdy. so, where shld i start uh?
chu 14 - last sat
morning spent at trbc whereby i whiled away a large part of my time there doing nthg.
chiong-ed to meet weihao at PP in the aftnn and i was late, as usual. wanted to buy a top at Topshop but alas, no more stock for size 8, only size 10 and above and omg, i can't believe that i saw size 16 there lar. that's like, XXL k. wanted to buy this cute little pair of earrings too. it's of a small heart shape and in the heart shape lies a black jewel-like heart. so chio can? too bad it cost $13 and it's a consignment item, which means no staff discount and i didn't buy it cuz i think 13 effing bucks on earrings is too much. see, i'm beginning to exercise self ctrl on my spending power! weihao said that my Guess? bag is suitable for storing chicken eggs frm the market. wth lar.
dinner at poo's place wif 12 others. his folks were damn cool to cook tepenyaki for us lar. if it were at my place, i think at most call pizza to eat lor. i helped to clean up dinner (ok, actually is just tk the broom and action action abit. shhh ... but dun tell anybody.) so anyway, i dunno wat's so amusing abt mi holding a broom but everybody started to tk pics of mi attempting to clean up the kitchen lar. so crazy can?
poo keeps 2 crabs at hme lar.
so cute can?
met up wif jenn dearest on Mon. forever such a sweetie, she pei-ed mi go down SIM for registration and down to MOE for a reprint of my O levels cert. stupid mi misplaced the results slip lar and now i've to go back to SIM again to pass it to them. damnit, and i'm so busy wif work nowadays lor. walked a million km to Holland V and i was sweating like nvr before.
we'd our, ahem, lunch here:
jenn's Venetian Love.
how come the raspberry tasted so hairy one arhz?
my New York Brownie.
somehow, the brownie tasted like mooncake.
i love the summerberries and cream ice cream! yum yum.
but Gelare's choco chip cookie dough wif waffle is still my all-time favourite.
too big eyes, flat nose, full lips, practically non-existent cheekbones, dimples on only one side ... sian, i see my side profile i also gek xim.
walking along Holland V, under the midday sun is very gd for jian fei-ing and flexing my calf muscles. sooo many slopes lar. buay tahan. cabbed to town. so proud of myself. didn't make any purchases while shopping and trying shitloads of shoes. but smthg of not much material but cost $69.90 caught my eye though.
i'm sure u too, also wun look gd aft sweating buckets.
rainbow!
chu 14 - last sat
morning spent at trbc whereby i whiled away a large part of my time there doing nthg.
chiong-ed to meet weihao at PP in the aftnn and i was late, as usual. wanted to buy a top at Topshop but alas, no more stock for size 8, only size 10 and above and omg, i can't believe that i saw size 16 there lar. that's like, XXL k. wanted to buy this cute little pair of earrings too. it's of a small heart shape and in the heart shape lies a black jewel-like heart. so chio can? too bad it cost $13 and it's a consignment item, which means no staff discount and i didn't buy it cuz i think 13 effing bucks on earrings is too much. see, i'm beginning to exercise self ctrl on my spending power! weihao said that my Guess? bag is suitable for storing chicken eggs frm the market. wth lar.
dinner at poo's place wif 12 others. his folks were damn cool to cook tepenyaki for us lar. if it were at my place, i think at most call pizza to eat lor. i helped to clean up dinner (ok, actually is just tk the broom and action action abit. shhh ... but dun tell anybody.) so anyway, i dunno wat's so amusing abt mi holding a broom but everybody started to tk pics of mi attempting to clean up the kitchen lar. so crazy can?
poo keeps 2 crabs at hme lar.
so cute can?
met up wif jenn dearest on Mon. forever such a sweetie, she pei-ed mi go down SIM for registration and down to MOE for a reprint of my O levels cert. stupid mi misplaced the results slip lar and now i've to go back to SIM again to pass it to them. damnit, and i'm so busy wif work nowadays lor. walked a million km to Holland V and i was sweating like nvr before.
we'd our, ahem, lunch here:
jenn's Venetian Love.
how come the raspberry tasted so hairy one arhz?
my New York Brownie.
somehow, the brownie tasted like mooncake.
i love the summerberries and cream ice cream! yum yum.
but Gelare's choco chip cookie dough wif waffle is still my all-time favourite.
too big eyes, flat nose, full lips, practically non-existent cheekbones, dimples on only one side ... sian, i see my side profile i also gek xim.
walking along Holland V, under the midday sun is very gd for jian fei-ing and flexing my calf muscles. sooo many slopes lar. buay tahan. cabbed to town. so proud of myself. didn't make any purchases while shopping and trying shitloads of shoes. but smthg of not much material but cost $69.90 caught my eye though.
i'm sure u too, also wun look gd aft sweating buckets.
rainbow!
was working today and this guy whom i think bought the Dermalogica franchise or smthg approached mi and asked mi to work for him. he said he's willing to increase my pay by more than 20% wif additional commission. told him that i've to consider abt it first cuz sch's starting in april and i dun i've enough time to work, maybe working on wkends only? he asked mi to give him an answer asap. aiya, dunno lar. last time the Shiseido make-up artist also asked mi to join them, they're even willing to help pay for a dip in make-up if i join their company lor but i still declined. dunno leh, see wat else they cn do to make their offer more attractive to mi lor.
Thursday, March 01, 2007
let's see wat's inside this bag ...
YSL!
bought a pair of leggings/tights (anyway, wat's the diff between leggings and tights?)
and i'm so geh kiang to go cut it lar, now it's too short.
aiya, nvm lar. cheap cheap only. $9+ aft discount.
this is the amt of cloth i cut
wat's left of it (nvm lar, i have got short legs)
and i bought a bag too!
very roomy, great for sch!
i'm so excited that i'm going back to sch; so sian of nua-ing at hme day aft day.
i've valid reasons/excuses to spend on new stuff now.
can purchase back-to-sch clothes, shoes, bags, accessories etc etc etc.
wat a great day wif shuting dearest; rain couldn't dampen our spirits.
i'm gonna finish reading this by June.
i'm such a nerd uh.
for some reason, lotsa ppl find it hard to believe that i adore reading novels esp chick lit and sappy romance stories.
wat's wrong wif u all? i think u guys are the weird ones instead.
