Thursday, November 29, 2007
thai express wif my dearest! the green curry, pad thai, red ruby = to die for
went esplanade wif our hands full of donuts and bubble tea. go there lan man lan man lor. munching on carbo, listening to the song of sg river and vocals of singers, chilling out wif our hair flying in the wind, talking to each other but still being absolutely comfortable in each other's company even when there's silence. that's wat i call LOVE.
LOVE my girls,
xueli,
shuting,
kiwi
and maybe HIM? i dunno. seriously.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
passed basic theory, 1st prac lesson will be on 4th dec. a mixture of anxiety, looking forwardness and fear as i dunno wat to expect and i really dun really see myself driving in future. i guess i'll prolly just say to the other party on the line, "i'm done wif my shopping alrdy. come pick mi up k?" i need a chauffer lar.
i have had cravings for crab bee hoon, steak and cheesy donuts since FOREVER!
argh. anyone wanna go satify those cravings of mine wif mi?
sigh. i'm seriously riddled in debt this mth and the best thing is, i just got myself this absolutely gorgeous top and also a new purse. pamper myself yea?
HE's bday is on mon, i really really dunno wat to do. HOW?!! shall i just act as if i dun care or shld i get HIM smthg? haiz.
i have had cravings for crab bee hoon, steak and cheesy donuts since FOREVER!
argh. anyone wanna go satify those cravings of mine wif mi?
sigh. i'm seriously riddled in debt this mth and the best thing is, i just got myself this absolutely gorgeous top and also a new purse. pamper myself yea?
HE's bday is on mon, i really really dunno wat to do. HOW?!! shall i just act as if i dun care or shld i get HIM smthg? haiz.
Friday, November 16, 2007
I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free
(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa
(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again
I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me soI just can't let you go
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again
English translation of Kiss' Because I'm a girl.
damn saddening lar.
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free
(REFRAIN):
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you, whoa
(CHORUS):
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again
I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me soI just can't let you go
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again
English translation of Kiss' Because I'm a girl.
damn saddening lar.
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
changing to a new phone soon and i really can't bear to delete those sms-es in my inbox. sweet msg-es sent by my dearest girls when i was at my lowest, msg-es which made mi grin frm ear to ear by cherry, lies and deciets and nonsense and hows-work-today and where-are-you by jt, care and concern frm dar, random gd night msg-es, wake-up-ur-ideas by kiwi and hi,how-are-you(s) frm shuting ...
guess all these will vanish into thin air(!) when i get rid of this tempermental old phone of mine.
guess all these will vanish into thin air(!) when i get rid of this tempermental old phone of mine.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
why are u sending mi songs like "used to" and "it's not over" and at the same time, asking mi if the girls in ur dp are pretty?
"wan to give mi wat present?"
"aiyo ...
wat u wan sia ...
i'm a poor little girl leh"
"i wan u
hahaha
u can put urself in the box den give it to me de"
pls tell mi that i'm not reading too much into this. wat izzit that u're trying to tell mi? it's not too subtle, is it? wat happened was back in 2005, do u really wanna rake up the past and go back to our short-lived r/s?
"wan to give mi wat present?"
"aiyo ...
wat u wan sia ...
i'm a poor little girl leh"
"i wan u
hahaha
u can put urself in the box den give it to me de"
pls tell mi that i'm not reading too much into this. wat izzit that u're trying to tell mi? it's not too subtle, is it? wat happened was back in 2005, do u really wanna rake up the past and go back to our short-lived r/s?
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
lift up that veil, for i have been blind thus far.
it's the end.
it's cherry's 19th bday today!
happy bday, smelly cherry. i noe u treat mi very gd lar. ahaha. thanks for everything; those words of concern and also, crappiness!
it's the end.
it's cherry's 19th bday today!
happy bday, smelly cherry. i noe u treat mi very gd lar. ahaha. thanks for everything; those words of concern and also, crappiness!
