::my sweet valentine::

i'm sooo loking forward to tmr.
ppl, pls like, say hi or smthg when u see mi alright?

再見面，已經是朋友了
我們就這麼單純，瞎聊著彼此說以後
時間過了，學會珍惜了
原來最初的快樂並不是我們要的
終於能夠坦白說著
我當時的脆弱
是唯一的一次，不留著遺憾的
簡單結束了陌生
我們微笑了
也都不躲了，這單純的坦誠
就這樣，我們為彼此推翻著，不擾了
我們都笑了，時間停了
我們珍惜這一刻
放下累積的負荷，卸下沉默
學會了，不保留

再見後真的是朋友了
我們都不再單純，也會笑著看以後
時間過了，也更珍惜了
原來當時的快樂，仍在你我記憶中
終於能夠坦白說著，我現在不寂寞
是全新的一次，再也沒了遺憾
簡單地回應著傷痛
我們微笑了，也都不躲了
這單純的坦誠
你好嗎？多麼默契的開場白，我笑了
我們不走了，不再尷尬了
不回頭湊理由
希望我們從此都真的快樂，說好了，不說走


开场白 by Jolin Tsai.
msn/ pm mi for dis song.


i think dis sums up the situation between mi and cherry now bahx. among all my ex-es, i think he's the one i contact wif most and i think i'm gonna see him in sch on thurs for the teachers' day celebrations. things will be awkard lar, but at least we're still on speaking terms. and i seriously think that we're better off as friends, given the circumstances. my heart still skips a beat whenever he sends mi a msg, when he msn-s mi ... but i'm positive that i've gotten over him, just that there's dis nostalgia thingy in my heart. i think wif my heart and not my head; and it always puts mi at a disadvantage.
再見後真的是朋友了
我們都不再單純，也會笑著看以後
時間過了，也更珍惜了
原來當時的快樂，仍在你我記憶中




for life or death, for richer or poorer
love him, respect him, console him, protect him
to establish a fulfilling family
would u be willing to do dis?
"yes i do"

你愿意生死苦乐永远和他在一起
爱惜他尊重他安慰他保护着他
两人同心建立起美满的家庭
你愿意这样做吗
Yes I do

aww ... dis is so sweet lar. song by david tao and jolin tsai. wedding vows, church bells chiming in the background, roses scattered on the ground, adorable flower girl and ring-bearer ...
and why am i thinking of dis when i'm not even attached? i'm single and VERY MUCH AVAILABLE.

dar dar, apple and mi.
and as usual, i'm like, damn fair lar. yucks. maybe i shld go get a fake tan.

like, wtf lar. our skin tone is sooo different. i shld go get a tan lar. cuz i think i look pale, as in, sickly pale lar. camwhoring wif sis in the aftnn but by 7pm we were like, not on speaking terms lar. cuz she made mi du lan. mama said that i win her in terms of naggy-ness and the decibel of my shouting voice. cuz i find that in the past few mths, i've been screaming at mei mei a hell lot, sometimes for no rhyme or reason. the slightest thing piss mi off and i'll shout, scream, yell at her. she's getting naughtier by the minute lar. she used to be like, all subdued when i tell her off but now she'll just make those stupid funny faces at mi. wanna slap her arhz!!! getting out of hand alrdy, haf to gif her a taste of her medicine SOON.

apparently mei mei's been chosen to tk part in some catwalk thingy organised by her sch. or so i heard lar. siao, why would anyone in their right mind choose that little brat? yeah ... she exhibits diva-like behaviour lar, wat wif all those screaming when things doesn't go her way.



pretty meh? though she's said to resemble mi lar, so i think that makes her a little cute? dunno why must choose her to walk down the runway leh. she can't even balance herself properly on flat ground lar. and the siao-est thing is she has to go find an indian sari for the event. and i thought that the outfits shld be provided lar.

ok, i shan't type anymore. having really bad cramps now. almost teared on the bus cuz of cramps. blame it on ice-cream lor.

and omfg. wat's wrong wif mi nowadays? first, it was a nightmare of mi getting my eyebrows shaved while asleep. and ytd, i dreamt that i had a tryst wif niu-nai! omg omg omg.

ok, so i dreamt that i met someone for lunch that day and cuz we were going to eat at some lok kok place, i went out w/out changing out of my PJ's cuz i was like, wat the hack, nobody of any significance is gonna see mi there except for my friend lar. and i wasn't even wearing contact lens lar, was still wearing my fugly specs. so we had lunch and everything and took the bus back lar and in the bus, there's dis woman who said that niu-nai is gonna board the bus at the next stop. i was looking at my friend wif dis sheer look of disbelieve; niu-nai on public transport? like craziness lar. so anyway, yeah. niu-nai really boarded the bus lar, and i was practically blind cuz i was too paiseh to be seen wearing specs and then took them off lor. and niu-nai started toking to mi lar, and stuff happened. so ... that's it lar. dis is so siao lar. can't believed it lar.

~pls dun laugh at miiii ..................

wanton mee wif brendon today was fab. my favourtie wanton mee! walked to parklane for bubble tea. attempted to tk pics of us but we failed miserably lar.



was having msn convo wif se and sx abt girls wif too thin eyebrows and they showed mi a girl's friendster. they were like, see her brows. pic 21, she had brows then. like, so god-damned hilarious lar. and guess wat, at nite i had a nightmare that someone shaved my borws off when i was asleep. freak lar. was walking arnd and ppl were pointing and laughinh at mi, they didn't even try to be discreet abt it lor. wat piang. that was a really frightful scare sia. first thing i did when i woke up was to touch my brows. heng they are still there lor. phew.

scene 1:

*radi-o blasting hokkien songs loudly in the background.
mother cum wife (W): Jonathan arhz, quick lar. u're going to be late for ur golf lessons liao lar.
father cum husband (H): diam diam lar. mai kpkb lar. lim pei ai listen to songs de hor. ki kun lar. pah si mi golf? go learn pah billard lar.
W: haiya. u wan ah boy to be like u meh? everyday di chu kiao kai? pai golf ho mah, eh sai chum siong wif the atas ppl. nxt time dun need to borrow money frm ah long, tk money frm them cn liao. dun return also cn, they wun gei gao de lar.
H: why dun wan borrow money frm ah long? ah long si wa gai brother leh. lend money frm them interest got discount de hor. mai siao siao.
W: haiyo, tell u so many time. is borrow money frm them lar, not lend money frm them. aiya, li diam diam lar. go listen ur songs. mai ga jiao ah boy. AH BOYYYYYYYYYYYY, u ready to go out alrdy anot?


scene 2:
W: Jonathan, help mummy go downstairs buy onion and kai lan.
H: ahhhh .... ah boy. shun bian help lao bei buay hun ki. 2 marlboro red or viceroy. tiger sa gi. tell downstairs uncle si li lao bei ai lim eh.
W: ai si arhz? giao ah boy buay hun ki. next time grow up like u den how? Jonathan arhz, dun care abt daddy, u just need to buy the kai lan and onion.
J: aiya, u all 2 dun kpkb alrdy cn anot? wah lan eh, everyday make so much noise buay sian meh? one dun even noe my name, everyday ah boy here, ah boy there. the other one kanna siao zha bor ah ni kuan, day in day out kpkb. diam diam lar. i going arcade liao lar.
W: -stunned- u see lar, Jonathan is only 10yrs old and he goes to arcade and hang out wif all those ah bengs. it's all ur fault lar, everytime at hme dun set gd example.
H: si mi my fault? who ask u go gif the name dunno wat ahhhh tan arhz. the name put so difficult one for wat? see lar, now he say his lao bei dunno how to say his name. si bei xia suay leh. an zua kok dis type of name. ah long,
ah pao buay sai meh? everytime ask him go help mi buy things also an ni mah huan. think the name so long alrdy still cnnt pro-nounce arhz.
W: haiya. diam diam lar. *sulks off.


scene 3:
J: ccb. lao bei lao bu di chu kpkb. si bei jia lat lar. buay tahan.
J's friend: aiya. dun care them lar. eh, my friend is 123 gang eh tou. li ai chup pai kia mai? i intro u lar. ah si li wu dai ji long zong brother help li. ai diao zui, kua zui, pai lang 1 on 1, kua chiobu ah si simi long zong together.
J: ah ok lar. steady lar. now go find the tou lar.



ok, took dis frm friendster:
Learning Hokkien is easy...
Children is gina kia
Bird is jiao kia
Give birth is seh kia
Police is mata kia
Small house is chu kia
I am hokkien kia
Malay is huan kia
Hindu is kit leng kia
Malaysian is jiu hu kia
JApanese is jit pun kia
Bad guy is pai kia
Good guy is ho kia
Korean car is Kia
Furniture is Ikea
Handphone is Nokia
Person who read tis is Gong kia..
if u laugh now. u are SIA0 KIA..
haha



so, wat is the moral of the story? dun marry ah beng lor!
haa. any clarifications on hokkien words just tag or mail or dunno-wat mi lor.
and btw, i'm not pai kia!

wah lan eh, today damn xia suay lar. got no mood to dress up den wore a veri veri old shirt ans 3/4s pants to sch. but met so many ppl lar. my face dunno must put where le sia.

met dar for lunch as usual, thought that we'd be eating at bedok as usual but we ended up at parkway. shopped arnd in that disgusting outfit, so mah lu lar. saw bashar kor and co at sch backgate. he was going somewhere to smoke lar and said smthg like, "smoke my dick". watever that means. saw kaixiang the cb joker at bedok inter. cherry calls him 933 cuz he always blabbers non-stop whenever, wherever. took the same bus hme as jianxuan - smelly banana. we uesd to haf dis feud in sec sch lar and i gei siao nvr see him just now.

ass lar. just when i'm wearing my lok kok-iest shirt den i haf to see so many ppl. wh piang eh, no face liao lar.

and hooray, sx's gonna haf haf her legs waxed and she's also doing facial wif mi once i start working and get my pay! at last find somebody to pei mi liao.
*ok, dis is a tad personal. guys, buzz off. yar, so i'm abit on the hairy side lar. so i need to shave my legs regularly else i'll look like a trantula. and my brows need to be re-shaped like every few wks lar. it has always been such a hassle but screw that lar, at least i got fab and long eyelashes.

i'm done. guys, look here--
and anyway, trbc had a mini flood today. courtesy of the water sprinkler which burst. everybody were minding their own business, doing their own things when the fire alarm thingy sounded and being the typical kaypoh singaporeans we were, went went to check things out lar. and lo and behold, water was spurting, or rather, gushing out like nobody's business. the whole corridoor's like, filled wif water lar. like wth. poor yuxun and connie helped clean up the mess and yuxun got his shoes and socks all wet lar so he was like, walking arnd barefooted. everybody say awwwww.

and i'm still totally in love wif the brown zara top lar. i wan lehhhhh. somebody buy for mi and i'll smoother u wif hugs and kisses alright?

and oops- i'd clean forgotten abt kuek's bday. ytd was damn hetic and busy lar. there's chalet for kuek and other lucify members tmr. kuek, happy bday worx!



(credits to lucify yg)


on another note, happy belated bday to hafiz; small ears/bapok. was supposed to go to his bbq last sat but didn't go in the end cuz he's was at ECP bbq pitt 24 and it's damn ulu lar, at bedok jetty there. siao, wat if i kanna rape when i walk there myself? yar anyway, happy happy belated bday to my friend since sec 1!

end of July 2006







mid August 2006







drastic change hor? it's been like, less than one mth nia and my clean and tidy rm has been reduced to a pig sty.

dar and mi were mistaken for real-life blood sistas! lolx, by her form teacher. cuz she's having her parents' meeting today and i tagged along wif her and her mama to sch. mrs liew (her form teacher) was like, u and ur sister look alike leh. den we smile smile, gei siao like big fark. mrs mark tan told her that "got a veri sweet girl(and that's mi!) outside waiting for u leh." haa! dis is the third time dis wk i'm told by someone older that i'm sweet! i'm such a sweet little girl - huggs myself.

yar anyway. met up wif chris kor today and he was doing that stupid dance complete wif the blasting techno ... made fun of him and all, gonna call him jie jie aft his sex-change op in thailand - NOT! he asked mi to go hme earlier, as if i'm those juvenile delinquents who roam the streets in the middle of the nite. imma nite owl lar, but i'm not those who go out thon - thonnin's too much trouble for mi lar. gotta pack sooo much stuff just for one nite; my cleansing face ritual stuff alone cn kill, and not forgetting those make-up things and brushes. so yar, wat the heck, just stay at hme cn liao. cn tk my own sweet time to bathe, blast the radio as and when i like, being a crazy ass by hollering at no one in particular, sing out of tune at the top of my voice and the list goes on. these are the comfy things i can't indulge in when i'm staying over at ppl's place.

late nite chatting session wif shireen dearest - bitching and all. it's been a long long time since the four of us met yea? i'm so anticipating our next get-together. i wanna tk many many pics wif u all leh, savour scrumptious food together for dinner or smthg, and the essence: gossiping lar! i miss u guys like, so damn much lar. frm sec 1 till now, stupid quarrels ovr trival matters, smuggling food to class and the table at basketball court there, criticising those bball players' lousy skills, dee siao-ing each other, meeting aft lessons to go mama shop, the toilet(!) episode at the old campus, always hiding in the toilet aft recess to avoid standing assembling under the blazing hot sun ... my sec sch life memories will be incomplete w/out the three of u. and not to mention that bitch who still owes mi money, like wth lar. it's been yrs alrdy and she's still reluctant to gimme back my moo-lah, i also paiseh to ask for money frm her liao lor. she's the one wif the most inconsistent attendence ever in our cohort and hor, the one i used to hang out wif and i presume, corrupt my mind wif all the explectivies comming out of her mouth. haiya, the sweet-old sec sch life. i miss leh!

excuse mi, bouts of narcissism.
don't say i didn't warn u.

mi wif waxed hair. but can't see my hair lar. it's ruffled at the back, and i'm wearing a hairband in front.

check out shien's blog, http://shadowfaq.blogspot.com. poking fun at the pythagaros'(sp?) theorem and algebra. a*2 = b*2+c*2. a*2+2ab+b*2 = (a+b)*2. sounds familiar? yar lar, u did that for ur sec 3 maths.

was feeling veri sian during bio class when i decided to msg brendon. in the end, we pon maths class and went to msq instead. lunched at kenny rogers and caught "click". the movie like, so funny sia. but kinda sad lar, must remember to put family first no matter wat or else time flies past le den u'll regret but by then it'll be too late le.
"will u still love mi in the morning?"
"forever and ever. babe."
dis is so damn freaking sweet lar; if it comes frm the right guy.
we were asked if we wanted couple seats. looked at each other and lolx. haa. doesn't mean that a guy and a girl go out together means they're steady wat. we're just friends lar. went topman and aidil was like, "ur bf arhz?" mi, "haa! no lar, classmate oni. we jabot sch den come here watch movie lor." siao.

ccb. at the pool parlour there kanna bang by a zha bor. pls hor, walk that time open ur eyes big big hor. be thankful that i ain't an ah lian else i tell u, i cfrm dai chop ta stamp find u daiji de lor. si zha bor, nvr die before arhz? think u got bf den wat? dua ki izzit? so bo ji lor. bang into mi liao den faster walk away. knn. humji kia.dare to walk and purposely bang into mi but dun dare to look mi the eye. ruin my day sia. and anyway, i saw dis damn gorgeous top at zara. i wanna buy!!! $39.90, brown wif polka dots and dis gold design. damn chio lar. walked past c2, said hi to justin. felt like going there cut hair de but too bad, my hair not long enuff. wanna change hair colour too, but must wait for my black hair to grow first cuz now part of my hair kanna bleach den if colour ovr it the result will be damn ugly. hair, grow, hair.die, spent like $50 inn 2days lar. i really shld stop dis extravagent lifestyle of mine, haf to save money to pay for nxt mth's bill! else ltr my phone line kanna cut off; who ask mi vote so many times for lucify ... save money, buy that pretty top.

i wan my brown top leh`

ta-dah! tmsc veri own taufik! but that was when i was still working in topman lar. i miss u all many many lar. still own mi my bday treat hor!

niu-nai
niu-nai
niu-nai
niu-nai
niu-nai .................


shuai dai le lar!`
ai ni lar.

imu. didn't noe that the feelings will come back. thought that we'd made a clean break. i'm so disappointed wif myself. dis shldn't be the way things turn out. once again, i'm left all alone. 单念的感觉真难受. buay tahan arhz. why am i so soft-hearted? and dis is definitely a one-sided thing lar. life sux. and it's not as if i dunno him, truth is, we were more than friends. but that was then; dis is now. things turned out differently but i can't say that i'm surprised wif the way things are. had been msg-ing him these few days aft the initial lull in the past few mths. and it doesn't help that he sent a "imu kinda msg thingy" to mi. i guess that's when it sparked off dis huge rush of emotions. i even thought of calling him last nite just to chat. but he's working today so yar, no phone convo for us. BUT he msg-ed mi today. and imma happy girl once again. haiya, i dunno lar. why am i always getting myself into dis kinda stuff. it does mi no good lor. and it's always during the exam period. the msg-es he sent kept replaying in my head, kept thinking all those what ifs. dis time last yr, the same thing happened. and then i screwed my o levels, can't afford to fail again. hard as it is, i haf to put him at the back of my mind. and aft thinking, he has like, not more than 5points of the qualities i would like my bf to haf - see previous post. wah kao. dis is damn shitty. why am i always getting myself into dis kinda mess? and i bet he noes that i like him now. damn. now i dunno how to face him though i'd really love to meet him, even if it's only for a hr or so. fark love. i dun need dis in my life rite now. life as it is, is alrdy a veri complicated issue. i dun need more trouble. fark l-o-v-e. knnbccb.

在我们的故事写下结局前

请你 聆听最后为奏的音乐

幸福渐远 心跳渐弱

回忆在休止符后停留了好久

当每一个当下变成过去后

自由 也许是离人门的折磨

在狂欢世纪末 从绝望里复活

才明白爱会随时间逐渐承受

从那一天 原谅你的瞬间

我不过情人节 我和未来不再相恋

爱断了线 于是我每天都过想你的离人节

不再见面 不代表我不在对你想念

你是曾经的永远 会永远在我身边

当每一个当下变成过去后

自由 也许是离人门的折磨

在狂欢世纪末 从绝望里复活

才明白爱会随时间逐渐承受

从那一天 放开你的瞬间

我不过情人节 除非未来还不出现

爱断了线 我如何能不再过想你的离人节

希望这是最后一次 向最爱说 再见

也希望下个离人 会永远在我身边。

today's menu:

• white bread wif butter
• macdonald's
• passion fruit milk tea

ok lar, dat's wat i ate today. anyway, it seems dat i dun eat alot on fridays. dunno why. maybe cuz sch starts at 7pm? substitute macdonld's for smthg healthier like wholemeal bread or smthg, eat smthg like dis for like 3 days a wk wif lotsa plain water and my calories shld be reduced tremendously bahx. den it's a slim, svelte new mi! yeah. but haa, can't keep dis up for long lar. my diet plans are always failing cuz of lack of motivation.

and ok, i was told to S-P-E-L-L out the characteristics of the guy i wanna marry or rather, my potential bf. and hor, pls dun say dat i'm unrealistic. a girl cn dream, can't she?

here goes - not in other of preference.

• faithful (but of course)
• X-tian
• not too possesive of mi
• pamper, dote on mi. willing to splurge on mi
• at least a diploma holder; purpose-driven in life
• x-factor(!)
• must be able to get along well wif my family, dar and chris kor
• 1-3yrs older than mi, taller than mi. - dun need too tall lar cuz i'm not that tall myself. 1.72m and above cn liao. also don't need too yandao lar, 看得顺眼 cn liao.
• 双眼皮
• put mi first, friends 2nd. no matter wat.

and like hello-, it's only ten points lar. i'm not being unreasonable lor.

muacks
i hearts myself
love my curls

and kel looks so kawaii wif the top hat.
i hearts vics and kuek.

SB grand finals; lucify lost to SOUL by freaking 1% votes!!! wth.
and apparently, jiahao's dad gave him $60 to vote on dunno who.



daddy's getting another car in sept. camry. i'm so gonna miss his honda, where there's leg space for mi to kiao ka.

8 Aug 2005, made plans to watch charlie and the choco factory wif cherry once he get his hme leave. met him at tampines and lo and behold, tix were sold out at TM and century sq. our sorta first date. first date as in, not going out as a couple but as platonic friends.

8 Aug 2006, met cherry again. but dis time, is we bump into each other, or rather, he woke mi up on the bus. cuz i was on the bus, on the way to sch[late as usual] and as always, make use of the 1hr bus ride to catch some 40, 50, 60 winks. and slp till so shiok hor, cherry woke mi up. cuz he boarded the same bus as mi and omg, i bet he saw the most unflattering side of mi. i was like, still veri groggy frm being woken up. haa. chatted and stuff lar. tok cock and all. is dis fate or wat? cuz i think it's too unlikely dat we keep meeting each other - ok, scrape that. we did not keep meeting each other, we just saw each other twice. but still ... yar ... was msg-ing him and i realised that it's exactly a yr since the first time we met. told him that we'll meet every 8th Aug, he agreed! haa. but i think nxt yr cnnt lor cuz most prob he'll be in NS. alamak, fate is poking fun at mi! wah lao. so much for old times sake.

bought curling tongs today. wanted to change my hair; the way it looks lar. so far, i've tried tying it in a high slanted ponytail, wax-ed out-of-the-bed hair, hairband wif fluffy hair and also combing my bangs to the side. haa. dunno why i'm suddenly so fascinated wif experimenting my hair. craziness lar.

i wanna shout and tell the whole wide world that i think uncle christopher tan tian ci aka chris kor kor is so god-damn sweet to mi. had lunch wif dar and bumped into kor, alvan, liping and zhen ying. alvan so cute, he was pushing the ntuc trolley arnd wif only liping's bag in it for like a 2mins walk. saw kor and i shouted "hello!!!" damn loudly. haa. he turned arnd and stuffed gummy bears in my mouth. so sweet lar. and i accidentally bit his fingers. oops. and he carried my girly bag for mi on top of carrying his own bag. crazy guy, he ordered mac's happy meal and was fooling arnd wif the purple what's-his-name toy, smacking that thingy. drank his apple juice and he mock-scolded mi. lolx. i love him lar. huggs kor - though sometimes he make mi du lan, but actually he's quite a SNAG underneath those vulgarities. dunno why but when i'm wif him, i'll also start spewing hokkien expletives, peppering everi other word wif cb, knn and all dat. haa. and dar said kor like, suddenly become high when he saw mi. like, lolx lar. she also said that kor dotes on mi lots and guess wat i said ... "no lar, he 假假的 lor, he only do dis in front of u all." haa. i'm such a meanie to haf said that when he really really dote on mi lar. but hor, i was um chio-ing when saying that lar, so nvm de. asked him for my ice-cream and he say wanna get mi mac dee de, cheapo sia. haa. who ask him, call mi ah lian. now haf to buy BnJ's for mi liao lor. bleahz`

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dis made mi damn pissed off lar. bloody SOUL won lucify by just 1% votes. like, wth. frm wat i noe, supporters of renfred frm campus superstar voted for SOUL cuz renfred's bro, alfred, is in SOUL and hence, they'll support SOUL. SOUL is nthg lar, only their dance nice. fark u. but anyway, hope that Warner music will sign on Lucify. i like lucify leh. why cnnt arhz? visual kei rawkz lar, though sg-reans are not veri receptive to dis kinda image, but who cares lar. haa. at least milo peng win soul. heng arhz, soul not the champion. heng arhz! lucy rawkz lar.

he's the one who made mi start watching superband on monday nites. niu-nai lor. don't u think dat he's damn yandao. and he dances well. plus he's veri veri fit though got buck-teeth, but that makes him cute. i tell u, his dance is damn superb man. he was dancing wif glamours, just a short segment nia and it's enuff to make mi drool. anyway, i started watching SB cuz of niu-nai and subsequently, i started to like lucify. vics and kuek in particular. damn cool lar, vics is only 18 lor and he alrdy has so many ardent fans. and hor, i so so so envy some of my friends who studied in the same school as him lar. let's see, i think got at least 3 ppl that i noe of who schooled wif him. pity lucify didn't get into top 2. they looked so pretty lar, wif the heavy eyeliner, pale foundation and all. so gothic lar. their clothes got lace, checked material and dunno wat shit. the mediacorp designers damn pro lor. haiz ... think i sent over 50 sms-es to vote for them lar, pity they couldn't get through. oh well, nvm. at least milo peng got championship. it's like, kinda expected lar. i like the part when they sang liang jing ru's yong qi. veri gan dong. and they were veri creative wif cyndi's woo-haa. nice. i like.

and anyway, i think juz b did pretty well wif qing fei de yi. veri veri nice. Qinobe's liu de hua is veri good at rap lar. he did jie lun's nuo fu and huo yuan jia. seldom see ppl who cn rap well and articulate their words properly de lor. the worst is J3. wah lao. they did jie lun's luan wu chun qiu and it's like they copied him lar. ass. cuz in jie lun's 2004 incomparable concert, he sang dis and in the middle od the song, he gei siao answered his hp and told the other party that he's performing in a concert. and J3 had the audicity to rip dis frm jay lar. wth. nvr die before arhz. only noe how to copy others' ideas. heng they nvr get into top 2 arhz.





mc hot dog's wo ai tai mei was pretty good. dis is the taiwan jing qu jiang version. as u cn see, patty hou pretty much sucks. and wat did she think she was doing by "critising" jie lun? can't she see that jie lun haf more supporters than her? not scared ltr go out kanna whack arhz? siao zha bor. her rap; or attempting to rap is like, kanasai lar. so lousy still dare to rap on stage. i think she can't rap for nuts, stick to being a newscaster lar. bitch.

i love niu-nai! i wanna marry him leh` den everyday dun need eat, see his hot bod cn liao.


and my sis is a little crazy. remember in pri 3, u did a MOE maths and english test to see if u haf the capabilities to get into a gifted school? well, my sis is doing thpse tests in like 2 wks and she is driving herself (and all of us) crazy. she thinks she's a smartie ass, she wanna get into RGS. like, snap back to reality lar. her grades are not that stella lor and she's those veri lazy, no motivation to study de type lar. if heng heng get into RGS she will key siao de lor. siao zha bor. dunno wat she's thinking. say wanna get into a zha bor sec sch. when i was her age, i didn't even think that much lar. i was just contented wif passing all my subjects. dunno wat kids nowadays are doing in sch. i think the education system got problem.

pls sms B1, vote for lucify tonight. 1930hrs, channel u. each and every vote counts. let lucify be sg's 1st superband. they deserve it. lucified~

my shu nu coloured toes! very pretty hor?
eh ... anyway hor, i've been thinking and thinking and i finally concluded that the majority of sg guys prefer shu nus to chor lor zha bors like mi? like wth. sg guys like submissive, demure, dainty girls who can't speak up for themselves. they'd prefer that the girls listen w/out interrupting them, who wun argue wif them and perhaps only speak when necessary, like maybe when asked wat she wanna haf for dinner. like HELLO- where's ur freedom of speech? wat abt the right to speak up for urself. stupid MCPs. they like shu nus cuz shu nus feed their humongous ego, they feel a need to protect them frm whatever whimsy things the evil world might do to corrupt their sweet, little, innocent minds. guys, gif us more credit lar. we are no more at the stone age whereby women haf to depend wholly on men for their livelihood. women nowadays are more than capable of taking care of themselves. ever heard of career women? super moms? women who cn juggle both their career and looking aft their household. hands up, guys who think they cn do dis? how many househusbands do u see? or if u'd rather, home engineers. statistics don't lie and we females are certainly capable of tking care of ourselves, thk u very much.

and where do outspoken girls stand in dis male-dominated society? either discriminated or appluaded. either one, nvr both.

bad hair day, chubby cheeks, damn jialat eyebags, hair colour fade till like shit. i think i cn go bang on the wall.

dar said that my eyes veri pretty leh. haa, happy lor. must thk mama for my be-a-u-ti-ful eyes; though my eyesight sucks lar. *the wonders of contact lens. and hor, i realised that many guys list having enchanting eyes (whatever that means) as one of the things they prefer their girl to haf. eyes are the window to our soul? huh? what soul? u see my eyes cn see my soul meh? siao arhz? liddat i scared until 魂飞破散 liao lar. vincent tan! u dun siam hor, i am toking abt u. u say wan a chio chio de gf, character also must be gd, smile must be nice(?), eyes big big ... u siao arhz? dis type of zha bor extinct liao lar, where got so perfect de chio bu? if cn choose my ideal bf, i also wan lar. i wanna be tai tai, so haf to snag a rich guy, but hor, he must be yandao, character must be gd- fillial to parents, dote on mi, not a flirt(!) and preferbly dun smoke lar. liddat cn anot? might as well go create a robot or mould another person rite? siao. where got dis type of things de? the world not so perfect de lor. u haf unrealistic expectations, u think ur 条件 so gd meh, sg girls all flocking towards u arhz? siao.

and anyway, yar lar, i went to suntec and msq today. skipped bio pract! haa. but imma goodie girl, went for nite tutorial though i was damn shag. went topman. weihao said i gained weight. like wth lar. shop shop, clothes all arnd, veri tempting to buy. resisted the temptation lar and decided to reward myself wif ice-cream. went gelare for ice-cream, mi and dar each had waffles wif double scoops ice-cream. choco chip cookie dough for mi. yeah! my favourite. i'm fat fat fat. skipped dinner lar. and hor, i'm damn du lan. kanna diao-ed by so many siao zha bors today. see i chio u buay song izzit? buay song come say to my face lar, diao mi for wat. and hor, just cuz dar held my hands doesn't mean we're lesbians okay? fyi, dar is in a 1yr+ r/s lar. like, u jealous we're as close as, if not closer than blood sister izzit? stop looking at us wif jaundiced eyes. ass.

and i did smthg very evil today. i'm so bad; only dar noes abt dis.

saw jx aka si ah beng. he like, dun recognise mi leh. sadded. took same bus as cherry. things were kinda awkard between us. didn't chat wif him much; too much stuff on my mind. sorry.

there's an increasing number of weird ppl arnd, ppl bitching and backstabbing for no rhyme or reason.

there's a danger in loving somebody too much
and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust
there's a reason why people don't stay where they are
baby, sometimes love just ain't enough

knnbccb. was sitting on the bus, on the way hme when dis grp of bedok north students boarded and sat behind mi. they were like, blasting techno and speaking in really loud voices lar. wtf. and the worst thing is, they were listening to spirit of yesterday lar. like HELLO, how backwards are u? i listened to that song like 2, 3 yrs ago? for goodness sake, wanna show off that u are "ah beng" by blasting techno go update ur song list first lar. siao ginna. spirit of yesterday? lolx. and wassup wif speaking at the top of ur voices, wanna let the whole bus noe wat happened to u today izzit? tmd. make mi pu hui. i was like, restraining myself, controling myself, fighting the urge to go scold them. ccb. last time i scolded a grp of chai chee sec boys lar cuz of dis sort of thingy. wah piang lar, i still remember dat time the chai chee boys were playing everytime we touch. knn. i was sick that day and slping on the bus and they just had to make a racket and disturb mi. du lan sia. imbeciles.

was supposed to meet wif weihao and co for movie today but dua them in the end. haa, i so bad hor. they actually planned it and supper ltr on as my belated bday thingy. told mi got pressie for mi leh; but i dun believe! had lunch wif vin and dar today. ate the cheese pizza thingy at pizza hut. not veri special leh, and the portion is so small lar. caught up wif bashar kor kor just now. chatted non-stop and as usual, i was bitching abt ex-classmates, in particular, those who always make mi du lan. kor kor is so ke lian lar, cough like siao and also running a fever. get well soon hor! saw ah meng at grandlink bus stop wif his ite friends. it's like everywhere i go, i bump into him. go sch board the same bus as him, go bugis see him, bedok inter also see him. siao lar. and somemore he stay behind my hse there nia, then almost always see him downstairs. saw jingwen too. she was smoking and yakking on the phone across the street. didn't call out to her cuz i didn't wanna shout across the street, paiseh lar. haa. today like see alot of ppl.
went suana wif mama just now to burn my FATS.


frm Mena's blog.
YOUR TEN FAVOURITES
favourite colors: p!nk. wat else is new?
favourite food: choco fondue [dis one considered food anot arhz?]
favourite movie: white chicks [man, i love chick flicks. pretty woman, ms congeliaty-sp? ...]
favourite sport: i DON'T do sports.
favourite season: autumn.
favourite ice-cream flavours: choco chip cookie dough, passion fruit.
favourite country: taiwan; taipei. [i wanna go there wif friends when i'm 18!]
favourite thing: uncountable --

YOUR NINE CURRENTS
current mood: bored outta my mind - that explains doing dis survey.
current clothes: hme clothes lor. wat u expect?
current desktop: wait, let mi check 1st. ok, it's the compaq preset wallpaper.
current toe nails: huh? wat lar? painting them ltr--
current time: 6.34. wat am i doing so early at hme sia?
current annoyance: my shitty face. i'm so ugly!!! god, make mi chio chio leh.
current thoughts: hungry; i wan food.
current songs: liang yong qi - dan xiao gui.

YOUR EIGHT FIRST
first boyfriend: izzit jason or ryan? dunno.
first crush: aaron carter. wat lar? chio simi?
first movie: aladdin
first piercing: when i was in sec one, and look how hole-y i am now.
first lie: some minor thingy.
first music: twinkle twinkle lil' stars?
first cry: the first day of july, 1989.

YOUR SIX LAST
last drink: pizza hut's ice ling mong cha. wah lao, $3 leh. so ex lar.
last crush: jx. aka shamppo boy aka si ah beng.
last movie seen: on my bday. let's see ... was it just my luck?
last phone call: dar called to say that vin joining us for lunch.
last cd played: self-compilation of jie lun's songs.

FIVE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING:
hme clothes lar. sec sch pe shorts and a ratty old tee.
FOUR THINGS YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
went to sch [late as usual], lunched wif dar and vin, suana wif mama and now doing dis thingy.
THREE THINGS YOU HEAR RIGHT NOW:
mama frying veggie, machi belting out their hokkien song, maid washing and rattling the dishes.
TWO THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT: money. love?
ONE THING I DO WHEN IM BORED: daydream; or rather, hu si luan xiang.
WHO I WANT TO DO THIS: u all lar. do liao tell mi hor. i wanna see.