Monday, December 31, 2007
in like, 2hrs more we're gonna bid farewell to 2007 and say hi to 2008.
ying xin song jiu
oh well. nthg to be sad abt cuz 2007 has been pretty bad for mi *shrugs*. here's hoping 2008 will be tons better cuz it can't get any worse than '07, can it? like wat jenn dearest said, there's smthg to be learned frm everything which happened.
it's prolly time to make new yr resolutions but why bother when we all know that they're not gonna last. as always; to save money, lose wt, spend more quality time wif those who matter.
it's been a whirlwind-ish sorta wk. been seeing less of my family than i'd like to. blame the x'mas and new yr celebrations. it has been teppenyaki, bbq, hanging out wif friends all wk long. am falling sick, or rather, am sick alrdy but the wonders of panadol cold relief, now i'm right as rain (i hope).
am back to my crazy old self (or so i hope). being masque crazy (masking every 2days on avg), studying till dawn and slping for like 4hrs on avg, wasting precious time dilly dally-ing doing absolutely nthg and the list goes on. am seriously screwed up by studies. am so stressed that at times i'm incoherent and have no idea wat i'm reading. i NEED to get my act together and do well, lest daddy gets disappointed yet again.
off to mug!
bye two-oh-oh-seven.
happy new yr pull ur ear!
haa.
ying xin song jiu
oh well. nthg to be sad abt cuz 2007 has been pretty bad for mi *shrugs*. here's hoping 2008 will be tons better cuz it can't get any worse than '07, can it? like wat jenn dearest said, there's smthg to be learned frm everything which happened.
it's prolly time to make new yr resolutions but why bother when we all know that they're not gonna last. as always; to save money, lose wt, spend more quality time wif those who matter.
it's been a whirlwind-ish sorta wk. been seeing less of my family than i'd like to. blame the x'mas and new yr celebrations. it has been teppenyaki, bbq, hanging out wif friends all wk long. am falling sick, or rather, am sick alrdy but the wonders of panadol cold relief, now i'm right as rain (i hope).
am back to my crazy old self (or so i hope). being masque crazy (masking every 2days on avg), studying till dawn and slping for like 4hrs on avg, wasting precious time dilly dally-ing doing absolutely nthg and the list goes on. am seriously screwed up by studies. am so stressed that at times i'm incoherent and have no idea wat i'm reading. i NEED to get my act together and do well, lest daddy gets disappointed yet again.
off to mug!
bye two-oh-oh-seven.
happy new yr pull ur ear!
haa.
Sunday, December 30, 2007
the long awaited/delayed christmas post!
candy cane frm se and sx!
much loves.
met my dearest girls + ck at vivo in the aftnn.
lunched at white dog cafe.
weiyi's mangolicious which really is delicious.
ck's BR uh?
salmon! my fave.
then we decided that we're bo liao and the cam-whoring starts.
it was black chirstmas for mi.
yo. check out the moo moo yo.
lotsa xzr(s) at the back.
the SNOW which sat on the plane frm japan to sg and melted.
wif the girls i love who's been through all shit wif mi.
check out weiyi's disgusted look in regards to PDA at the back.
he said i'm his best friend but refuses to look into the cam.
wth is this? so much for being my bestie hor ck?
totally unglam poloraid shots.
got this frm weiyi as christmas pressie!!!
so kawaii rite?
omg. am so in love wif it. it's so pretty that i can't bear to take it out of the plastic wrapping for fear of getting it dirty.
met up wif bling bling boy aka rainbow on boxing day. it was national treasure and wanton mee. love love! been sooo long since i last saw him and he was like, how come everytime see u, u're wif a different hairstyle. and i asked which one's nicer he was like, the one when i first met u. problem is, i can't remember which hairstyle i was sporting then! think it was the period of my obsession wif headbands? dunno. anyway, he went to china and got mi this stuffed panda. kiwi's in china too, and i do hope i wun get another panda as souvenior. [[kiwi, are u reading this?
candy cane frm se and sx!
much loves.
met my dearest girls + ck at vivo in the aftnn.
lunched at white dog cafe.
weiyi's mangolicious which really is delicious.
ck's BR uh?
salmon! my fave.
then we decided that we're bo liao and the cam-whoring starts.
it was black chirstmas for mi.
yo. check out the moo moo yo.
lotsa xzr(s) at the back.
the SNOW which sat on the plane frm japan to sg and melted.
wif the girls i love who's been through all shit wif mi.
check out weiyi's disgusted look in regards to PDA at the back.
he said i'm his best friend but refuses to look into the cam.
wth is this? so much for being my bestie hor ck?
totally unglam poloraid shots.
got this frm weiyi as christmas pressie!!!
so kawaii rite?
omg. am so in love wif it. it's so pretty that i can't bear to take it out of the plastic wrapping for fear of getting it dirty.
met up wif bling bling boy aka rainbow on boxing day. it was national treasure and wanton mee. love love! been sooo long since i last saw him and he was like, how come everytime see u, u're wif a different hairstyle. and i asked which one's nicer he was like, the one when i first met u. problem is, i can't remember which hairstyle i was sporting then! think it was the period of my obsession wif headbands? dunno. anyway, he went to china and got mi this stuffed panda. kiwi's in china too, and i do hope i wun get another panda as souvenior. [[kiwi, are u reading this?
Friday, December 28, 2007
imperfections are what i see when i look into the mirror.
3 jabs of morale booster for mi pls.
3 jabs of morale booster for mi pls.
as what lady macbeth said, "what's done is done". and what more do u have to say to redeem urself? u've said all u wanted to, i guess and it's too late for regrets. too many times, too many excuses, too many lies, too much hurt inflicted. spare mi pls.
"there's daggers in men's smiles". how true. trust no one. cuz men are selfish by nature. u won't know who's the hypocritical one, who's the manipulative one, who's the one who acted like ur most trusted friend but stab u behind ur back like a foul fiend. the selfish intentions, being self-centered, its' all inborned in men.
instead of bringing out the best in mi, u brought out the worst, u brought out wat i didn't even noe i possess. flipping my finger at u, smthg which i've not done for a long long time, gritting my teeth and trying to contain the anger in mi, having this sudden urge to just slap u till u shut up once and for all ... i didn't even noe i have a violent streak in mi till i met u. i tot i was quite a amiable person, someone who's definitely not quarrelsome ...
stop harassing mi u twerp. stop calling and flooding my inbox. just give up, will u. u're just a waste of the earth's food sources which is so scarce now. u're a pest, an irritant, wasting the earth's natural resources, polluting the environment wif the air u exhale, even the shit u shit out can't be used as fertilizers cuz the plants will all DIE. u're just a waste of space so just die will u and stop giving grief.
"there's daggers in men's smiles". how true. trust no one. cuz men are selfish by nature. u won't know who's the hypocritical one, who's the manipulative one, who's the one who acted like ur most trusted friend but stab u behind ur back like a foul fiend. the selfish intentions, being self-centered, its' all inborned in men.
instead of bringing out the best in mi, u brought out the worst, u brought out wat i didn't even noe i possess. flipping my finger at u, smthg which i've not done for a long long time, gritting my teeth and trying to contain the anger in mi, having this sudden urge to just slap u till u shut up once and for all ... i didn't even noe i have a violent streak in mi till i met u. i tot i was quite a amiable person, someone who's definitely not quarrelsome ...
stop harassing mi u twerp. stop calling and flooding my inbox. just give up, will u. u're just a waste of the earth's food sources which is so scarce now. u're a pest, an irritant, wasting the earth's natural resources, polluting the environment wif the air u exhale, even the shit u shit out can't be used as fertilizers cuz the plants will all DIE. u're just a waste of space so just die will u and stop giving grief.
Monday, December 24, 2007
bimbo, slut, fatty.
wat else cn come out of that filthy mouth of urs?
such a retarded fool, to fall for ur lines time and again.
ruined 6mths of my life, and now u wanna ruin my christmas too?
fat hope, dream on.
gonna be spending x'mas wif my favourite girls + ck.
shoo.
be gone wif u a la Gone with the Wind.
wat else cn come out of that filthy mouth of urs?
such a retarded fool, to fall for ur lines time and again.
ruined 6mths of my life, and now u wanna ruin my christmas too?
fat hope, dream on.
gonna be spending x'mas wif my favourite girls + ck.
shoo.
be gone wif u a la Gone with the Wind.
Saturday, December 22, 2007
my sis just asked if i've got a shaver or smthg to remove leg hair!
omg. *faints*
which 10-yr-old do you noe noes wat's a mascara, scrub and eyeshadow.
which 10-yr-old noes the meaning of exfoliation.
which 10-yr-old noes the diff between lip gloss and lipstick.
my 10-yr-old sis noes them all.
omg. *faints*
which 10-yr-old do you noe noes wat's a mascara, scrub and eyeshadow.
which 10-yr-old noes the meaning of exfoliation.
which 10-yr-old noes the diff between lip gloss and lipstick.
my 10-yr-old sis noes them all.
Friday, December 21, 2007
i just wanna be happy, can u make mi a happy girl?
really, it's till now that i realised that being happy is the most impt. didn't think i'd ever say it but i guess matrialism doesn't really rank high up now. i just wanna be happy. simple acts like asking how my day is, respecting mi, asking if i'd alrdy eaten, it doesn't tk much to make mi happy. i think i'm a person who cn be satisfied easily, really. i dun ask for much, just wanna be happy in watever i do.
"is that too much that i'm asking for?"
really, it's till now that i realised that being happy is the most impt. didn't think i'd ever say it but i guess matrialism doesn't really rank high up now. i just wanna be happy. simple acts like asking how my day is, respecting mi, asking if i'd alrdy eaten, it doesn't tk much to make mi happy. i think i'm a person who cn be satisfied easily, really. i dun ask for much, just wanna be happy in watever i do.
"is that too much that i'm asking for?"
Friday, December 14, 2007
timetable's way cool, literally. as in, super cool.
modules sucked though.
finance and econs. double argh.
how many times, how many lies
how long u've been sneaking, how long u've been creeping.
modules sucked though.
finance and econs. double argh.
how many times, how many lies
how long u've been sneaking, how long u've been creeping.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
一定是我不够好
所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯或海角
躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好
什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰
更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜
不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好
所以你才想要逃
逃到天涯或海角
躲在别人的怀抱
你能不能不管过得好不好
不要故意躲开不让我知道
只要你过得很好
什么都已不重要
我不会故意打扰
更不会让你烦恼
我每一夜
不管你知不知道
傻傻流着眼泪默默的祈祷
希望你过得好
Saturday, December 08, 2007
hp's not even a mth old and i lost it. how dumb can i be?
so ppl, sms mi ur contacts yea?
damn. i so feel like dancing. feel the groove baby. adrenaline's pumping, blood's rushing. girls, zouk next wk before my sch commence?
hate this feeling of helplessness. always running mi down, putting mi down. first it was my job, then it was driving and now it's guess wat, my body mass. argh. damnit. shoo. go on. go out wif her. i'm really really really very tired. let mi slip into a coma and not wake up till everything's alright, or at least, tolerable. really, no more tears for u pls. it's getting unbearable. and stop comapring u jerk! why are u comparing when i ain't doing that? u wanna compare? come on then. i'm game. dun get mi started cuz u wun hear the end of it.
so ppl, sms mi ur contacts yea?
damn. i so feel like dancing. feel the groove baby. adrenaline's pumping, blood's rushing. girls, zouk next wk before my sch commence?
hate this feeling of helplessness. always running mi down, putting mi down. first it was my job, then it was driving and now it's guess wat, my body mass. argh. damnit. shoo. go on. go out wif her. i'm really really really very tired. let mi slip into a coma and not wake up till everything's alright, or at least, tolerable. really, no more tears for u pls. it's getting unbearable. and stop comapring u jerk! why are u comparing when i ain't doing that? u wanna compare? come on then. i'm game. dun get mi started cuz u wun hear the end of it.
What about us?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
What about everything we've been through?
What about trust?
Thursday, December 06, 2007
When you look with your eyes
Everything seems nice
But if you look twice
You can see it's all lies
Everything seems nice
But if you look twice
You can see it's all lies
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
damnit. why am i shedding tears when it's apparent that it's going nowhere. damnit. big girls don't cry. imma big girl now.
damn that slut.
damn him.
it's heart-wrenching, u noe.
do u feel my pain, my agony?
i need to smile more. as richard said, "you've got cheerful smile and expression. smile more ya"
smile baby. i need laughter medicine, to the power of 10.
damn that slut.
damn him.
it's heart-wrenching, u noe.
do u feel my pain, my agony?
i need to smile more. as richard said, "you've got cheerful smile and expression. smile more ya"
smile baby. i need laughter medicine, to the power of 10.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
sorry doesn't right everything.
