::my sweet valentine::: January 2008

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

BLACK is in now - cuz i said so.

Monday, January 28, 2008

the thick slab of beef patty grilled to perfection,
melted swiss cheese oozing ovr the patty,
lettuce which tastes so crisp
and, accompanied by a thick slice of juicy tomato.

gosh. i'd kill for carls jr now.
so yummylicious, i cn taste it on my lips ...

maybe i'd treat myself to it when i go perm my lashes?
i dunno. on 2nd thought, maybe not.
it wouldn't kill to deprive myself of this oh-so-sinful indulgence.
transfats, empty calories, cholesterol ...
argh. such are the ban of life.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

i feel so so so bad now.
like, argh.

skin's dry and peeling. i dunno. maybe it's due to hormones? first i had oily-combi skin which was quite ok save for the occassional zit, den it became acne-like, and now it's super dehydrated, peeling and wif zits' scars. damn it. self-esteem plunged to a new low.

am getting fat, FAT. jeans feel snug when it was once worn lose. flabby arms, and now my dimples are like practically non-existent. oh dear. how, u tell mi, how? i really shld stop snacking ever so often but i'm always hungry and metabolism's working at a level unknown before but it's still not enough to combat my consumption. i really shld stop eating so much and get back to dance class. clatino, jenn?

cny goodies, stay away frm mi! i need to lose the fats on my cheeks and bums and thighs and tummy and arms and oh, really everywhere lar. oh damnit.
on 2nd thought, am i seeking comfort in food? i do hope not.

i'm officially in debt! (but the irony, i'm so so happy)
so i just spent like, $120 ytd on skincare products when i dun really need them, more of stocking up ... i noe i noe, dun roll ur eyes k?

la fondue wif girlfriends on the 14th? [[jenn, reply mi quick k? prolly need to make reservation first.

so i spent a large part of my sat studying for damn econs. mug mug mug. loser, i noe. morning, mugged at hme den met eddy in the aftnn to study till like, late evening? mugged again, chatted wif my jenn dearest for awhile and it's off to town.




saw X today aft his ns enlistment. lolx lar. everyone kept touching his botak head. one more guy friend lost to ns. sigh.
okok, i g2g alrdy. econs and finance papers this wk and aft that it's gonna be the long awaited hols! do well and reward myself wif 3 pairs of lovelies and another 3 tops! bye!

Friday, January 25, 2008

"ok. then u tell mi wat u wan mi to do now."
"i just wan u to get out of my life. leave mi alone, cn anot?"


u won't noe what hits u when karma bites back.
trying to garner my sympathy and make mi soft-hearted again, no way.
said that u only realized the importance of not treasuring and cherishing mi,
too late dude. it's not the first time but it'll certainly be the last cuz there's no turning back for mi now.
always trying hard to redeem urself only aft shit happens.
word of advice, salvaging the situation is very draining. why not start off by being aware of the words u use.
wat other tricks do u have up ur sleeves,
u compulsive liar.
self-centered ass.
insatiable jerk.
2-faced, hypocritical bastard.
clingy, demanding, possesive freak.

get a life, will u?
major turn off.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

super omg when i saw jenn dearest's post. girl, seriously miss u, weegers and ck loads lar. like duh. was looking through photos the other day and reminiscing the past. u noe, back in 2007 although it wasn't a gd yr for us.


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days when u and weegers came down to look for mi when i was at work. when i tried to bury myself in work and volunteering to work those shitty shifts just so that time will pass faster. when i felt absolutely sick and tired of everything and was feeling unwell and working like 6, 7 days a wk, u girls were always always there. when i was so caught up wif everything and didn't have time to hang out, u girls came down, accommodated to my time and meet up wif mi just for that 1hr. thanks girls. it's no wonder that u all are so precious to mi cuz even when i'm down and out and at my most unglam and at my shittiest, i noe that i can still count on u girls.

and i have not met u all properly since x'mas.
so so sorry. i promise, once i'm done wif my papers, we'll go out and have fun k?
mambo jambo maybe? much love!







and i miss miss miss working at clinique. shld i go back during my 3wks hols? recently short on cash lar, and i miss allllll my products and everything. moisture surge, anyone?

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

and omg, i can't believe i actually forgot to wish shuting dearest a happy bday!!! omg omg omg. happy 22nd, my dear girl. so so so sorry. i noe ur bday falls on 6th jan but i just plain forgot till now when i looked at the calender and realised it's alrdy the 22nd. oh dear.

oh yea. was told that wheelock's marks and spencer has stock for my hand cream. whoo-hoo.

jie lun's wo bu pei is sooo addictive. i dunno why it's the only song on replay at wmp.

so had driving lesson today and went to find dar aft that. miscommunication lar. tot she's working at suntec as usual but she's at ps instead. i didn't bother to ask and double cfrm and she just assumed that i noe she's at ps. we played hide-and-seek for 45mins till she said smthg like, how i noe arhz. if it's at suntec then i'll noe. and i was like, omg. u not at suntec?!! THEN WHERE ARE YOU? so i chiong-ed down ps and went to find this girl whom i'd not seen for abt 2mths and we talked and talked and talked. and pls girl, tk care and pls call mi at once if there's anything u need to talk abt k? haa. and maybe we shld ask cherry and co down bedok green one fine day hor? go back restore peace. and oh. have i mentioned that cherry has a new gf, yet again? stupid boy. sibei hong hor?


u make mi wanna ...






slap u and turn u into a eunuch.
damn u.
keep calling and calling
disrupting my slp when i was so so tired and exhausted and drained.
apologized and said u're in the wrong and all the bullshit abt u needing mi. talk is cheap. why apologize and say u did wrong when just a few days ago u asked wat i'm mad at. said time and time ago that ur words can't be taken at face value and u proved mi rite, once again. seriously, just go dig ur own grave, will u? u've alrdy ruined 7, 8mths of my life, i dun wanna be dragged down by u anymore. ruined my christmas and now u wanna ruin 2008 and cny for mi too? fat hope. dream on. i'll be oblivious to u. i'll just treat u like a pesky housefly which flew through the window and can't find a way out.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

new pair of heels added to my shoe cabinet!


am totally knackered. early morning woke up, did part of my work, got retinol A frm dermatologist, back hme for lunch, had the sweetest 1/2hr nap and out i went again.
haa. so went out wif eddy today. searched high-and-low for my sunscreen (i'm getting BLACK lar k), bought my eye mask but damn, cocoa butter hand cream's out of stock at marks & spencer. hot pink shoulder bag at mng caught my eye but priced at $65, i guess i dun really need it. was contemplating which pair of lovelies i shld bring hme wif mi, was such a struggle u noe, spent sooo much time in the shoe shop. it's like, they were screaming, bring us hme wif u!!! alas, dealt wif scarcity and opportunity costs, i had to make a decision and even aft narrowing down my choices, i still had to choose which colour to take. damn. totally hate making compromises, choosing and/or settling for 2nd best. wanted to get the oh-so-gorgeous green pair but settled for the practical, down-to-earth greys. zOMG. a gazillon thanks to eddy cuz he bought the 3.5 inches lovelies for mi. i was like, in 7th heaven lar. shoes, baby come to mi. haa. i seem to have a fetish for heels uh? oh dear. there's like, at least another 3pairs on my "to-get list". i am so dead.

feel like asking lin jun ting to fark off frm the face of the earth cuz he's being a nuisance, a pest, an irritant but i decided that i'm not on speaking terms wif him so he cn just go kiss his own sorry ass and lick his roaches-infested rm.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

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when lectures get boring,
i'll just need to bring 80c out of the class and slot it into the vending machine and grab a Today paper on the way back to class.
so then, i'll start sipping on my soya milk and start doing Sudoku.
that's how i pass my time when i get bored.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

the unanswered phone calls
the msg-es which were not replied
the e-mail that was ignored.

dun u get it?
can't u see that i'm trying to distance myself frm u,
that i dun wanna have anything to do wif u ever again?

everything was built on lies.
frm the first conversation to wat everything's is.
u're but a walking contradiction.
heck, even ur friendster profile's a joke!

and u still have the cheek to re-add mi.
to hell wif u.


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Sunday, January 13, 2008

i hope u die and rot in hell.
so much for mi feeling guilty for treating u worse than a dog.
u deserve absolutely no sympathy frm mi.
i said, the tables are turned.
and u, not willing to be on the losing end came and tried to ruin my reputation.
well, i do hope u fail and i most certainly think that u will.

to end it all, fark off u sick bastard!

omg.
can anyone get more desperate than this?
get a life pls.


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Saturday, January 12, 2008

so xavian, or how my sis affectionately address him as x kor kor or mr mouse is leaving us for the grass, trees and everything green tmr, or rather, in 7hrs time. "where boys become men". got meh? some "graduate" liao still as, if not more, childish as before lor. the tagline is so misleading lar. i'm losing my guy friends all to the nation. one by one, they went off and came back wif shaved heads and entertained us all, and sometimes bore us, with stories frm the four letter A word. have a "fun" time in tekong and i do hope u dun always tio tekan-ed but maybe u might come back wif more interesting and exciting stories of being tekan-ed in 2wks time. we'll miss u!

am totally swamped wif work.
finance test on mon and i noe nuts abt the subj,
econs essay due for submission on wed.
and finals are in like, 2wks lar.
damnit.



choco fondue tmr!

Thursday, January 10, 2008

am like, totally swaped wif work. finance assignment to be submitted, 1500words econs essay; and i noe nthg abt them. save mi.
these few days have been horrid. tot that life would be much better once i'm done wif mid-terms but no, work just come piling in, one aft another.
and best of all, aft my last paper on the 31st, i need to study for ftt. so much for holidays uh? gei kiang lar. overly ambitious lar. squeeze sooo many programmes. damn. and i have yet to catch up wif my girls yet. ever since sch commenced on 17th dec, believe it or not, i've not been out. days passed by in a blur. it's a routine, and a mundane one too. early morning wake up for sch, half aslp in class, come 5pm i go hme. sometimes i have tuition, others, driving.

anyway, the day i'd econs test, it was raining but oh, i was sooo craving for ben and jerry's so i just had to indulge myself u see.

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yummy-licious!
this is wat i call heaven - strawberry cheesecake and choco chip cookie dough.

and aft the test, mi and my super tall friend went for a little bout of shopping and being absolute suckers for this diary-infused product, i got tempted when she bought one and i just had to have it.

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strawberry and blueberry ice-cream!

can u imagine the shiok feeling, of the weather being oh-so-cold and ur teeth are chattering and near frm being frozen. and the little icicle, ok, not icicle but a tiny but so delicious spoonful of diary product. oh man ... it's really to die for. am being such a glutton. had ice-cream twice in a day and the next day had ice-cream too; wif my new friends. haa. we decided to pon 1/2 the class and to return only aft lunch but alas, it was pouring donkeys and monkeys then and we were stuck in taka. so we did wat every sane girl would do, do more shopping! dior, coach, gucci, topshop, forever 21, dorothy perkins, ms selfridge. it's like, so omg! haa. we were literally floating along ngee ann city and wisma. frm the high-ends to the mid-ranges, everything's like, to die for lar.

ok, i shld stop. i sound like such a b.i.m.b.o.
damn.

ok ppl. shld i get hugo boss deep red or burberry sheer brit?
am quite ok wif anna sui's secret wish now but u noe, i'm insataible lar. and always looking for a new change. so ... which one?

and i can't believe that i wrote so much abt ice-cream.








sometimes i wish we could just pretend,
even if it's only for just one wkend.












Tuesday, January 08, 2008

omg. i feel feel feel so loser-ish. all i ever talk abt nowadays is my neverending work load.
LOSER.

econs test in less than 12hrs. OMG. get mi an A pls.





and oh, i can't believed that it actually happened.
oh my oh my.
i CANNOT fathom if there's any ulterior motives involved.
cross fingers, cross toes, cross tongue that it's all gonna be okay.




come what may

Sunday, January 06, 2008

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hello hello kiwi!
back in sg liao hor? when meeting sia? we meet like wat, 3 times a yr and u're supposed to be my best guy friend? start of a new yr alrdy, this yr we meet 6 times okokok? meet lar ... i let u suan lar k? aiya, also not as if u dunno that u're the only one whom i allow to suan excessively and also that i can't out-suan u. u very gd! but nvm ... cuz at least i noe that i cn depend on u to pick up my call at bloody 3am and just listen to mi wail and sniffle and complain though u've to be up super early the next day. must meet soon hor! misses!

Friday, January 04, 2008

till hell freezes ovr.
i hope u get trapped in hell and stay there forever and ever and may u rot and your bones turn to ashes and u die a sick and humiliating death.

and-why-am-i-stooping-to-your-level-i-do-not-know.






words of deceit. akin to the title of dan brown's deception point?

cdc's website is driving mi nuts.
super duper slow.
taking ages just to load and then "page cannot be displayed".
liddat how to bk driving session?
sucks man.

am so proud of myself.
did the entire econs assignment by myself and i think i cn get an A?
yikes. was selfish. totally hated it when classmates wanted to have my copy as "reference".
yo. do ur own work yo.
i spent 2 nights doing it.
this is called opportunity cost u noe? i "sacrificed" my going-out time to do work.
u cn do that too.

hello my xueli, jenn dearest, weegers and shuting!
cn we meet super soon pls?
and kiwi too. meet lehhh.


aiya, shld i go cut my hair anot arhz?

Thursday, January 03, 2008

i'm so bo liao that i kept painting and repainting my nails.
keep getting hungry - this is not gd.
am feeling oh-so-slpy and it's not even 9.

test next tues and i'm not even prepared.
sch's killing mi.
life is so mundane nowadays; it's basically sch and hme.
i miss working at clinique. shld i go back since i haven sent in my resignation letter yet?
i think i shld, but mama's not gonna be happy.


need a haircut. trim short hair and fringe or just cut my fringe and let my short hair grow out?

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

and i do hope it doesn't start pouring now cuz it'sapaintogooutwhenit'srainingandihavedrivinginanhour and also someone might turn into a mud swimmer [as opposed to mud skipper] under the dire raining weather conditions.


okokokok. just finished chat wif dar and i'm seriously running late (as usual). going to go bathe and off i go. am feeling so slpy now thanks to that irritating bastard who kept bombing my hp during the wee hrs of the morning and disrupting my slp. damn. i was having this dream involving honey (whatever for?) and "cuppy cup cake" made mi feel so lousy. and oh i have this shitty pimple which popped out cuz of the late nights i keep, mugging econs. damn damn damn. g2g g2g g2g alrdy. am very very very late. bye bye!


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teppanyaki on the 30th at poo and pc's hse. damn happening i tell u. 19 ppl clustered arnd a teppenyaki pan and doing all sorts of nonsense. and the cleaning of kitchen, dunno why everyone's fighting ovr it. so end up mi and sx "played" wif water, burning some calories at the same time. last time there's someone who took a pic of mi holding the broom thingy (the one which's used to sweep water) and he commented that, it's not everyday u see shuhui holding a broom! and i was like, next time when i'm rich and famous u cn use this pic to blackmail mi. haa.

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