Thursday, May 31, 2007
hahahahaha.
i bet u gossip-mongers are working OT today, when u see this pic. juicy feed for ur folder eh? just some random guy i hooked up wif at da club. not.
i gei kiang-ed and went to reformat my laptop. now the system's cocked-up and i have to send it for repair tmr. hopefully i cn just use the express service and collect lappy within 2hrs. am using desktop currently, so bu xi guan lar.i wan my lappy back!!! so that i cn do my stuff, MSN, d_b my songs, upload pics taken at ZOUK, web-cam whoring etc etc etc. and yar, anyone got the photoshop disc? cn lend mi awhile anot, wanna install in my laptop aft it's back frm the hospital.
Monday, May 28, 2007
wahaha.
mama and mei mei's jetting off to europe ltr.
when the cat's away, the mouse comes out to play.
how true.
3pm appt at honeypot tmr, might be able to squeeze in a "baking session" at hme aft that.
come evening and we're gonna bring the hse down wif our bling blings, pretty faces, luscious pouts, snazzy outfits. my favourite girls plus mich and ade and also rainbow. can't ask for a better night out. and we're gonna be shopping queens the next day! can't wait.
jt and rainbow's been calling mi every night, to the extend that they're sort of competing wif each other for my attention. hmm ... thou shalt not further complicate things and let nature take its course.
mama and mei mei's jetting off to europe ltr.
when the cat's away, the mouse comes out to play.
how true.
3pm appt at honeypot tmr, might be able to squeeze in a "baking session" at hme aft that.
come evening and we're gonna bring the hse down wif our bling blings, pretty faces, luscious pouts, snazzy outfits. my favourite girls plus mich and ade and also rainbow. can't ask for a better night out. and we're gonna be shopping queens the next day! can't wait.
jt and rainbow's been calling mi every night, to the extend that they're sort of competing wif each other for my attention. hmm ... thou shalt not further complicate things and let nature take its course.
Friday, May 25, 2007
macbeth wasn't as fab as i wished it was; though it was quite fun-neh here and there. sweated like a pig the whole of ytd. first to tangs to collect my clarins products, then to scotts to visit X and while walking to the bus stop, finding it oh-so-hard to keep pace wif jt. zhao-ed SSEL halfway, wasn't even in class for 30mins lar - cuz i took my own sweet time to makan and ended up super late for lecture. met up wif my dearest girl thereafter.
no school starting frm today!!!
didn't eat a proper meal the whole of today. breakfast was half a mango, shared lunch wif my sis and i skipped dinner.
went to do face treatment and off to vivo for eyelash perming plus shopping. spent $86 today. at the rate that i'm spending (more than $300 this wk alone), i cnnt imagine wat my bank statement will look like end of this mth.
"the more i give, the more i have"
Monday, May 21, 2007
macbeth this thurs
zouk on the 29th
life's great so far
uh-huh uh-huh
zouk on the 29th
life's great so far
uh-huh uh-huh
Saturday, May 19, 2007
fark u larrrrrrrr
just when i tot everything's alright, u have to come and mess up my life.
wat's wrong wif u? nthg better to do izzit?
poking ur nose into my biz and always making mi pick a fight wif u.
nvr call mi for 3days, called mi ytd and i tot today and the next few days would be just alright.
but no, u have to come and find fault wif mi, critisize my msn nick
wtf is wrong wif u. MY msn nick leh, nt urs. give so much comment for wat.
nbcb.
just when i tot everything's alright, u have to come and mess up my life.
wat's wrong wif u? nthg better to do izzit?
poking ur nose into my biz and always making mi pick a fight wif u.
nvr call mi for 3days, called mi ytd and i tot today and the next few days would be just alright.
but no, u have to come and find fault wif mi, critisize my msn nick
wtf is wrong wif u. MY msn nick leh, nt urs. give so much comment for wat.
nbcb.
Friday, May 18, 2007
jt finally called last night; not that i was awaiting for his call or anything lar. he's so emo, can't stand it lar. first guy i know who's so god-damned emotional. he was quite du lan when i turned him down yet again - wanted to meet mi on sat but i alrdy have plans wif rainbow liao. he was like, can't u cancel ur plans for mi *whines* yucks man, first time i encounter a guy who whines. told him flat that i obviously place more priority on friends whom i value more and moreover, i agreed to meet rainbow days ago lar. he bought hello panda for mi, but a pack of hello panda is nt gonna appease mi lor. dude, u gotta try harder. rainbow called and i promptly told jt that i need to hang up liao. ahaha.
supposed to meet rainbow aft sch today but i dua-ed him, yet again. sorry lar dude.
shuting: huggs lar. dun brood ovr that matter liao k? come come, we go shopping together and just put that to the back of ur mind k?
supposed to meet rainbow aft sch today but i dua-ed him, yet again. sorry lar dude.
shuting: huggs lar. dun brood ovr that matter liao k? come come, we go shopping together and just put that to the back of ur mind k?
Thursday, May 17, 2007
from 17 mag - guys' perceptions of daddy's girls (very true leh!)
- they're usually very spoilt and can't do anything for themselves
- they're very pampered and get whatever they want
- they're too dependent and spoilt
- they're high maintenance and expect everything
- they're over-protected. they're naive, but it's not their fault
- they can be quite sweet and interesting. they adore their family, but can be dependent and need a lot of support.
can i add one more point?
- you'll always be compared to their Dads, in terms of what their Dads had done for them and you, for them.
and now, i proudly proclaim that imma daddy's girl!
- they're usually very spoilt and can't do anything for themselves
- they're very pampered and get whatever they want
- they're too dependent and spoilt
- they're high maintenance and expect everything
- they're over-protected. they're naive, but it's not their fault
- they can be quite sweet and interesting. they adore their family, but can be dependent and need a lot of support.
can i add one more point?
- you'll always be compared to their Dads, in terms of what their Dads had done for them and you, for them.
and now, i proudly proclaim that imma daddy's girl!
Monday
met up wif jenn dearest aft sch and went to JP to buy tix for Macbeth and also to have our dinner. had a mini bout of shopping (didn't get anything though, it was just a look-see look-see) and went to do a manicure on an impulse. dun think i'm gonna do my manicure there again. price was kinda steep for the nail art - they actually charged mi $5/nail for a simple bunch of cherries lar. wth. and it wasn't totally well-done either. when i did my strawberry nails at Hollywood nails, i paid only $22 lor, and it was nail art at all 10 fingers lar.
jt ignored mi the whole day, prolly cuz he "can't handle rejection" as shuting dearest said.
Tuesday
my tutee's mother was so sweet as to made muffines and brownies and also gave mi. they tasted superb lar! jt ignored mi again. si dao kia, so petty for wat? my stuff drop on the floor also dun wanna help mi pick up. ass lar.
met dar for dinner. bitched loads. dar says that she very pei fu jt cuz he's the first person she'd seen mi so angry ovr and also cuz i dun really have any history of being quarrelsome.
rainbow's so sweet as to call mi to chat for just 30mins when he's dead tired.
Wednesday
cabbed to sch. 14 effing bucks wasted. supposed to do project but end up nt enough time and we did it aft lecture. waste my money on cab fare lar, if i'd known that it's gonna be a wasted trip going to sch early, i'd have taken my own saccharine sweet time to stroll to sch.
project-ed for awhile aft lecture. went to find DEVILline cuz original plan was to go hme wif her as we stay near each other. end up we makan-ed at 85 wif kid, warren and beng-mark. haa. they're supposed to be jt's clique but somehow i had dinner wif them and jt's nt present. weird uh? dun care lar. dinner wif them totally changed my perception of them. initially i'd formed some weird ideas in my head abt them but aft today, i realized that they're actually a cool and nice bunch of ppl. going out wif them is fun lar; and the guys are so zi dong to help pay for dinner - and it's nt the first time they paid lar. the rest of SG guys shld learn frm them lar; be more gentleman cn?
wondering how long jt's gonna ignore mi --
Monday, May 14, 2007
friday
lunch wif rainbow and jenn dearest at sp!
econs lecture thereafter and my mind sort of drifted while the lecturer was rambling on and on abt some elasicity stuff. the only elastic thing i know abt is rubber bands lar.
met up wif x, sx and se for dinner in town. was approached by this guy who's supposedly frm an advertising agency while waiting for them.
saturday
i'm so STUPID lar cn? supposed to meet rainbow at kembagan mrt so i was happily on bus 67, stone-ing away when i realised that i'm alrdy at eunos. wth lar. i actually missed kembagan, so much for being an east-sider, i can't even alight at the correct bus stop which is so near my hse lar.
sat on rainbow's bike to his hse. fiddled wif my sony walkman, somehow it's disagreeable wif my laptop. new friend: wei liang. hi!
bus-ed to bugis. shopped awhile and i was damn pek cek cuz of some stuff. dinner wif maternal side of the family; had crabbie!
chatted wif many many many ppl at night. fully utilising my free incoming calls service. crazy jt asked mi to go along wif him for Mother's Day dinner wif his entire family the next day.
sunday
HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!
had a mini bout of shopping wif mama and mei mei. spent 45bucks at skinfood on facial masques for mi and mama.
kind of broke jt's heart today. hope that we cn still remain as friends tmr and the many days aft. called Gus! so long since i last spoken to him lar. he was kinda stunned when he recieved my phone call aft sending mi the sms. words of wisdom frm a guy's perspective. tralala~
rainbow's been calling mi this few days. it's beginning to be like the days when he used to accompany to wherever i wanna go then. perhaps i cn upgrade him to be my very very good guy friend soon. cuz i'm like, sooo comfortable in his company and cn tell him practically anything. and he treats mi well too!
lunch wif rainbow and jenn dearest at sp!
econs lecture thereafter and my mind sort of drifted while the lecturer was rambling on and on abt some elasicity stuff. the only elastic thing i know abt is rubber bands lar.
met up wif x, sx and se for dinner in town. was approached by this guy who's supposedly frm an advertising agency while waiting for them.
saturday
i'm so STUPID lar cn? supposed to meet rainbow at kembagan mrt so i was happily on bus 67, stone-ing away when i realised that i'm alrdy at eunos. wth lar. i actually missed kembagan, so much for being an east-sider, i can't even alight at the correct bus stop which is so near my hse lar.
sat on rainbow's bike to his hse. fiddled wif my sony walkman, somehow it's disagreeable wif my laptop. new friend: wei liang. hi!
bus-ed to bugis. shopped awhile and i was damn pek cek cuz of some stuff. dinner wif maternal side of the family; had crabbie!
chatted wif many many many ppl at night. fully utilising my free incoming calls service. crazy jt asked mi to go along wif him for Mother's Day dinner wif his entire family the next day.
sunday
HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY!
had a mini bout of shopping wif mama and mei mei. spent 45bucks at skinfood on facial masques for mi and mama.
kind of broke jt's heart today. hope that we cn still remain as friends tmr and the many days aft. called Gus! so long since i last spoken to him lar. he was kinda stunned when he recieved my phone call aft sending mi the sms. words of wisdom frm a guy's perspective. tralala~
rainbow's been calling mi this few days. it's beginning to be like the days when he used to accompany to wherever i wanna go then. perhaps i cn upgrade him to be my very very good guy friend soon. cuz i'm like, sooo comfortable in his company and cn tell him practically anything. and he treats mi well too!
Thursday, May 10, 2007
shuting crashed my lecture ytd. told everyone that she's our new classmate. ppl commented that she's hot and chio. so proud that i've such a pretty girl as one of my closest friends. went to fep thereafte and appluad mi pls, i didn't buy anythings except for 2 facial masques and 2 sets of eye masque. GSS will begin on 25th may. yeah!
ponned SSEL today and met rainbow. went to SP for lunch and also to pei rainbow do his com stuff. chatted wif jenn dearest outside her tutorial class for a short but precious moment. sat on rainbow's bike back to his hse and waited for him to bathe and it's off to parkway. chilled at swensen's and we played wif my webcam there. competed in spider solatire wif him too, and i won! told him stuff abt Psycho, couldn't tk it anymore, must find an outlet to vent my frustration.
jt called and promptly hanged up the call when he gotta know that i'm out wif a guy. wtf. sibei du lan wif him lar can? ass. am going to thrash everything out wif him, by hook or by crook.
2days ago, daddy dearest bought mi sony walkman a800! i only casually mentioned it to him while on the way hme in his car and he bought it for mi; and it's in pink!
ponned SSEL today and met rainbow. went to SP for lunch and also to pei rainbow do his com stuff. chatted wif jenn dearest outside her tutorial class for a short but precious moment. sat on rainbow's bike back to his hse and waited for him to bathe and it's off to parkway. chilled at swensen's and we played wif my webcam there. competed in spider solatire wif him too, and i won! told him stuff abt Psycho, couldn't tk it anymore, must find an outlet to vent my frustration.
jt called and promptly hanged up the call when he gotta know that i'm out wif a guy. wtf. sibei du lan wif him lar can? ass. am going to thrash everything out wif him, by hook or by crook.
2days ago, daddy dearest bought mi sony walkman a800! i only casually mentioned it to him while on the way hme in his car and he bought it for mi; and it's in pink!
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
he bought mi this! said he bought another one and kept it at hme, in case he makes mi angry. i was like, "so u foresee that u will make mi angry lar?" chatted wif him abt some personal matters, he sensed that i was feeling down and said how he wished to be by my side now so that he cn gimme a big big teddy bear hug. so sweet cn. asked if he cn be the one by my side to tk care of mi. i was choking back my tears lar.
haizzzz. but the feeling's nt there and i dun wanna suffer frm heartbreak all ovr again. and he said that "no point starting smthg which ends". i agree!
Saturday, May 05, 2007
self denial --
i was ready to forgive him the moment he msn-ed mi wif some lame-ass excuse as to why he didn't reply my sms. i'm such a weakling. was incoherent, mumbling some shit when he called mi. was slping so soundly, slept at 10.30 pm lar!, when hp rang and i just pressed the answer button w/out opening my eyes. he was quite blur when i spoke cuz i was muttering gibberish. he wanted mi to mms him a pic before putting down the phone. i kept protesting, saying i look like shit and all that but his words just touches mi. "when u like someone, it doesn't matter how she looks like. u might think u look ugly but someone else will find u cute. i miss u can?"
somehow, he knows that i've got an itsy-bitsy feeling for him. i kept denying but he just wouldn't believe a word i said.
pls, let mi NOT fall for him. dun wanna suffer frm heartbreaks all ovr again.
i was ready to forgive him the moment he msn-ed mi wif some lame-ass excuse as to why he didn't reply my sms. i'm such a weakling. was incoherent, mumbling some shit when he called mi. was slping so soundly, slept at 10.30 pm lar!, when hp rang and i just pressed the answer button w/out opening my eyes. he was quite blur when i spoke cuz i was muttering gibberish. he wanted mi to mms him a pic before putting down the phone. i kept protesting, saying i look like shit and all that but his words just touches mi. "when u like someone, it doesn't matter how she looks like. u might think u look ugly but someone else will find u cute. i miss u can?"
somehow, he knows that i've got an itsy-bitsy feeling for him. i kept denying but he just wouldn't believe a word i said.
pls, let mi NOT fall for him. dun wanna suffer frm heartbreaks all ovr again.
Friday, May 04, 2007
fark u lar.
knn, think u big fark izzit? i just turned u down for a couple of dates and here u are, showing mi attitude. sms-ed u twice and u dun even bother to reply even once. fine, 2 cn play the game. i put down my pride and apologized to u on seemingly minor matters. are u even aware that u're the first one i took the initiative to apologize to though i dun deem it my fault? come on lar, it's nt as if i nvr even meet up wif u once lor. wat abt the supposedly lunch dates? nt like i turn u down each and every single time rite? and u dun even know the real reason as to why i reject u lor.
i shld at least console myself that this happened now, in the early stage of our friendship and not only when it has developed to smthg deeper. at least i save some of the heartaches i'll prolly suffer frm in future.
dun come back wagging ur tail like a ditched puppy.
knn, think u big fark izzit? i just turned u down for a couple of dates and here u are, showing mi attitude. sms-ed u twice and u dun even bother to reply even once. fine, 2 cn play the game. i put down my pride and apologized to u on seemingly minor matters. are u even aware that u're the first one i took the initiative to apologize to though i dun deem it my fault? come on lar, it's nt as if i nvr even meet up wif u once lor. wat abt the supposedly lunch dates? nt like i turn u down each and every single time rite? and u dun even know the real reason as to why i reject u lor.
i shld at least console myself that this happened now, in the early stage of our friendship and not only when it has developed to smthg deeper. at least i save some of the heartaches i'll prolly suffer frm in future.
dun come back wagging ur tail like a ditched puppy.
Thursday, May 03, 2007
the phone calls wif u these few days, all those words u said, are they for real?
seriously, i'm in an uber state of confusion.
to be or not to be
once again, to think wif my head or feel wif my heart
to be all pretence or to finally let down my guard?
am i able to trust u, will u play mi out?
are u just one of them or will u be mine foreva and eva?
ditched SSEL halfway and went out wif mich and ade. caught "the letter to death". bloody gory, that's all i cn say. nt so much of scary for a horror movie but it's rated NC16 prolly cuz of the blood and gore in the film. sat beside ade and i was hiding behind her during those frightening parts, grabbed her arm and at times, pressed my palm hard against her thigh during those horror scenes. mich was lolx-ing at the 2 siao ji-s, methinks she prolly has us as downright comical.
ultra big zit-to-be on the tip of my nose. argh.
thanks for helping mi in the assignment though i deserve to fail as i wasn't in class. we shall meet tmr k? huggs)*. i'm sorry; i really dun feel up to going out wif u and ur clique.
seriously, i'm in an uber state of confusion.
to be or not to be
once again, to think wif my head or feel wif my heart
to be all pretence or to finally let down my guard?
am i able to trust u, will u play mi out?
are u just one of them or will u be mine foreva and eva?
ditched SSEL halfway and went out wif mich and ade. caught "the letter to death". bloody gory, that's all i cn say. nt so much of scary for a horror movie but it's rated NC16 prolly cuz of the blood and gore in the film. sat beside ade and i was hiding behind her during those frightening parts, grabbed her arm and at times, pressed my palm hard against her thigh during those horror scenes. mich was lolx-ing at the 2 siao ji-s, methinks she prolly has us as downright comical.
ultra big zit-to-be on the tip of my nose. argh.
thanks for helping mi in the assignment though i deserve to fail as i wasn't in class. we shall meet tmr k? huggs)*. i'm sorry; i really dun feel up to going out wif u and ur clique.
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
purple hair purple hair purple hair - yea baby.
a muted-tone of purple, dun wanna be labelled as an ah lian yet again.
had lunch wif jt ytd before lecture and when we went back to the lecture theatre, ppl started disturbing us lar. his empire, so called, went shopping ytd. i declined their invitation cuz of other obligations. chanced upon jenn dearest at the mrt platform and we sat on the bench there and chatted for like, 1h lar.
i'm so guai to be practically at hme the whole of today and it's a public holiday lar. sx asked, :it's a holiday and u're not going out???" haa. think i'm growing older liao, starting to mellow down my life alrdy. nt much of nightlife for mi these few mths and more often than not, i'll go hme straight aft sch.
jt asked mi to join him and his project mates for lunch tmr. still pondering ove this as it's like, ppl sit there discuss project then i stand there be extra or wat meh? haiya. then ltr go back class will be kanna dee siao-ed yet again.
a muted-tone of purple, dun wanna be labelled as an ah lian yet again.
had lunch wif jt ytd before lecture and when we went back to the lecture theatre, ppl started disturbing us lar. his empire, so called, went shopping ytd. i declined their invitation cuz of other obligations. chanced upon jenn dearest at the mrt platform and we sat on the bench there and chatted for like, 1h lar.
i'm so guai to be practically at hme the whole of today and it's a public holiday lar. sx asked, :it's a holiday and u're not going out???" haa. think i'm growing older liao, starting to mellow down my life alrdy. nt much of nightlife for mi these few mths and more often than not, i'll go hme straight aft sch.
jt asked mi to join him and his project mates for lunch tmr. still pondering ove this as it's like, ppl sit there discuss project then i stand there be extra or wat meh? haiya. then ltr go back class will be kanna dee siao-ed yet again.
