::my sweet valentine::

really, if i didn't even catch a tiny glimpse of hope, no matter how tiny, i wouldn't be holding on, tugging on till today ...
losing my head will be the worst thing that happened.
pls dun let all these be done in vain ...
i'll hold on till i really see that there's nthg else for mi. really.

call mi stubborn, but that's the way i am ...
wu ke jiu yao

so pretty!
yummy yum yum
*drools*

money's flying out of my red-and-white polka dot purse faster than the "speed of light". ok, that's an exaggeration but there's some truth in it also lar ...

nowadays it's just work work and more work. am so not gonna turn into a workaholic lar k? i just like chiong-ing my sales and the satisfaction i get when i hit my target but sales for Perfectly Real foundation roadshow's damn bad, bad till i cn go hit my head against the wall lar. 1st day my target was 1.9k and i hit barely a hundred. today was worse. target was 4k and i made only 30bucks; sold a concealer at bloody 8pm. slacked and talked loads wif jass and richard while not working and ahem* they gave mi some "sound" advice lar ... and it's up to mi to decide if i wanna heed them, along wif wat everybody has been telling and also when the obvious is so blindingly clear and glaring at mi. damnit. i'm buying time, living on borrowed time, so called.

so once again, results showed that i'm not academically-inclined? so wat's new, may i ask? wat other alternatives do i have, walking on the path less trodden.

break-ed wif shuting and her aussie friend.
hme-d wif rainbow.
mentally screwed by who else but the "perfect candidate".

off day tmr but i need to go to the various institutes to get my applications done. fark econs lar.

Guys drink to forget about the girl,
Girls drink to think back about the guy.
When guys are in love, they become poor.
When girls are in love, they become pretty.
Guys can forget, but cannot forgive,
Girls can forgive, but cannot forget.
Guys care the most about the quantity of love,
Girls care the most about the quality of love.
Guys break-up when they feel love from another girl,
Girls break-up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man.
Guys feel curiosity towards all girls,
Girls feel curiosity towards guys who are interested in her.
When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl.
When girls are heartbroken, they try to find his characteristics from another guy.
Guys wish to be her first love,
Girls wish to be his last love.
"Women are nothing but trouble, And Men are nothing but trouble seekers"


how true, saw this frm shuting's friendster.

wish mi luck that my appeal for stupid economics grade will be successful. damnit.
ppl, pls help mi pray hard or smthg that i'll get to pass econs. really. i need to pass and go to DMS. croos fingers cross toes tightly till they turn blue cuz of insufficient blood circulation*


i really really really wanna settle everything once and for all, cn i just pluck up my courage and not be cowed by some indeterminable shit. fark u for making mi such a hum ji.

had lunch wif smelly cherry today!
haa. so being on speaking terms and having fun wif an ex bf is not impossible. went for lunch at ajisen and he helped pay the balance for my harry potty bk - i noe i'm slow but i simply got no time to go collect the bk which i've preordered wat ... shopped arnd for awhile and we took cab back hme.

happy shalala.

was ecp for blading thereafter. it's been eons since i last went blading and it feels great - cuz i haven been exercising that often ...

anyway, yar. it's gonna be back to work tmr. but it's kinda great that i get to work in the field that i'm interested in ... *grins*

went out wif dar for my haircut!
now i've bangs ... haa.
my besties' have shrunk alrdy ... sobz. i want them back to the original size cn? argh.



when boredom kicks in ...



this i love! graffiti cafe.



haa. a very apt title. maybe the author shld consider writing another bk titled "why men choose to be with bitches".

first day of work at clinique was ... exhausting ... had to remember 500+ product-info. can die lar. tmr's gonna be worse. intensive on-the-job training. die.

i hate him! argh. twirl-ed round and round, as if i'm on a carousel. damn it.

went to meet my beloved chris kor kor aft not seeing him for ages! stupid skinny scrawny skippy peanut butter. lolx.


the singtel girls at comex it fair!
seven morning eight morning cam-whoring in the loo liao.
craziness.








wif catherine!

am totally knocked out and exhausated cuz of work. thank god the four days are ovr. phew.



tot he was being such a sweetie, bringing mi doughnut and bubble tea but the next day, my mood totally plunged when i saw him. total change - and he gave himself such a lameass excuse that i cnnt nt nt believe it. wth. can't stand it lar.
those sweet nothings; they dun really mean anything, do they?

2days of hardcore mugging and i'm gonna go sit for Econg sup paper. wish mi luck. day aft Econs will be starting work at Clinique - kinda excited yet apprehensive at the same time. i hope the ppl there are nice and i'll have a fun time working wif them.


tata.